Beauty

❤ Let Me Go Free ❤

2011-06-14T05:54:00.000-07:00

Haluu ! ~ it have been freaking long since my last update :)

sorry fr being so lazy t update my little dead bloggy yeah ^^

anyways , i'm here to update tht i will be on HIATUS frm th meantime .

wont be on facebook, blog and twitter even :D

everything will be dead until i'm done w my N-Level paper okey :)

- Goodbye -

Signing Off ,

MaiDollyLove ❤

2010-07-11T13:58:00.000-07:00

When you are down

And you want to get high,

Just take a good look

Up in the sky.

What you will see

Are the stars above,

And all you need

Is to proclaim your love.

Who you will find

And see so clear,

Are friends in mind

You want to hold near.

Whenever you need them

Just look up high,

Call their name

And see them fly.

Every friend you meet
owns a star.

And you can see them

No matter how far.

- mai (:

2010-06-06T12:16:00.000-07:00

heyy people, humans, readers and all ;D

GEWDMORNING TO ALL OF YOU, its 3.06am here, in SINGAPORE ;D.

im her veryveryveryvery BESTFRIEND here, cheyh joking. AIRAAH ;P.

& ofcos, i hack her account, and ghurl, im sohrey to do so cos imm SUPER DUPER BORED here and gort nothing to do. my sayang fall asleep already ;'( sob sob. so seeing your blog which have been FAINTED for a long period, i decided to update for you kaey? aint i sweet huahuahua~. FERSTLY, this girl above has passed her exam with FLYING COLOURS~ wheee~ clap clap. she gort FIVE in class if im not mistaken whee~ another clap. ohkaey im like talking to myself ;D peace, this is me when boredom strikes nyeahaha~! ohhh~ MAI, what are you doing? sleeping? smsing? kaey thats nort important wharts more important is that I WANT TO SEE YOU YOU YOU IN PERSON. i miss you badly eventhough we have met like days? weeks ago? haha~ im sooo the old. toyol and bulu also miss you luuhss. ohkaeeyy thats all tehee~ sohrey mai for hacking and talking nonsense here. im just trying to waste some time here ;D. & without having her to tell me, i know she will say that SHE WILL BE ON HIATUS AND POST BACK AS SOON AS HER COMP NOT CRAZY LIKE HER ANYMORE ;D *wink*. tsk3. jumpeerr kauu soooooonnn aaayeee ZOO KEEPER ;P.

salam sayang dari sahabatmu,

AIRAAAH ;D

feeqastro here.

2010-05-30T19:28:00.000-07:00

hello ! feeqastro here. saw that picture up there ?
im infront of mai. hahaha
recently i asked mai to tag along to a school to conduct some test
so when they're having their break , mai and me started camwhoring :D

so yeaaaah, out for now. adios

feeqastro outs. <3

sad yet i still smile (:

2010-05-25T10:34:00.000-07:00

HEYLOW DEAREST (!)(!)

Yaw !!

~ sorry fer th dead bloqqy and private blog th past few mnths .

been reallyreally busy w ndp and comp been sick fer a few weeks . haishhx .

thanks t airah fer th edit of blog and thanks t wani fer th latest post , huhu :D

i wont b update that often anymre , aiyaa ~~ comp , please get well soon (:

hahas . and yeahh , i got a new hp recently . mummy gve it as a gift (x random kan kan kan ?

uhmm , my sis juxs got attached w ayie (: hahas , last lonq w ur guy kay sis ? haha .

my sis ask me t get a guy so that i wont b alone wen shes out w her guy (:

i dunt want t get involve w such r/s fer now . guys nwadays juxs cant b trusted (X

huhu :D kay , i juxs miss that someone . miss cntctinq w hym last two yrs . hahas .

2010-05-18T07:15:00.000-07:00

juz update for tis girl blog....her comp. breakdown again..hahaha my agenda to write at her blog was juz to sae hi..btw i am one of her senior frm her cca...pandai2 lah korg teke sape aku...k toodles..

22 April 2010 [[ Happy Birthdayy ]]

2010-04-22T02:02:00.000-07:00

Yaw !

i'm here to wish ths guy next to mie happy birthdayy .

- May all your wish and , dreams come true .

Studyy hard and , pass w flyinq colours aye ?

Happy Birthday To You ,

Happy Birthday To Azman ,

Happy Birthday To you !! ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GYLER ((;

19 April 2010 [[ ~ smile ]]

2010-04-19T03:43:00.000-07:00

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?

LOSING everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're LEFT in the past

but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.

It's hard to hide behind this FROWN,

When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown.

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me.

All I have left of them are these MEMORIES.

You have no idea how badly I want them back.

But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go AWAY.

I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I FAKE my happiness to show nothing's wrong.

11 April 2010 [[ Takinq a step forward ]]

2010-04-11T06:11:00.000-07:00

HEYLOW HUMANXS !!(:

Yaw !!

Sorry peoples fer th dead bloggy .

been reallyreally busy w lots of stuff in sch . sch was okayy . class was goinq on great and lesson

gettinq funn ((: thanksx t those gereqx teacherx that mke lesson interestinq .

urm , only ths fuckinq physic lesson . hate tht lesson soo much . ahha .

i dunt even understand a single thinq . urqhh .

mid-year exam cominq but seriously physic teacher mke me stress ~

he pressure me w mid yr exam . kay , hell yeahh i dunt cre abud physic anymre .

overall , every subj goinq on well and my test gettinq better . only physics )):

lyfe been great ? awesome ? dunnoe yert . juxs settle those misunderstandinq w ____ .

hopefully prob will get lesser aft ths and hopefully i can run frm those two guys ^^ haha .

Yesterdayy was awesomee :D

swimminq w golakgo ((: ahha , gereq ^^

two mths been passinq jusx lyk that eversince im missinq . ~ teeheesx .

they still th old golakgo tht nvr fail t mke people smile and lauqh bcoxs of their jokes/crap .

haha , had lots of funn eventhouqh didnt get t b stay there lonq .

been missinq those people fer two months and yeahh atlast my wish come true ((:

their crazy pictures will b upload soon ayytex .. ?

Today was greatt . go out w dhem . ahaha , watch movie at ehub . plan t go cs but ..

bcoxs of some reason we chanqe plan . ahha , sorry kornq )):

watch ths movie , '' date niqht '' . overall that movie was okay .

quite funny . th guys keep lauqhinq especially aidi . memekak snqtsnqt .

ahaha , aft movie . eat at mcd ehub . dhen talktalk and hme sweet hme .

~ gonna end my post here ayttes ?

; [M]a[i] <3

-cya in th nxt post ((:

07 april 2010 [[ Hopinq that miracle will happen ]]

2010-04-07T02:57:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS !! ((:

Yaw !

i'm super duper boredd now .. hahxs . school was okayy ths few days .

maths lesson was superb fuunn ((: others lesson was funn too ths few daes coxs of

th people ard mie that mke everythinq funn . && yeahh , i'm one of th highest

fer history althouqhh i slackk n didnt studyy much . ~ teehessx .

Ystrdae otp w someone until 3+ . ahha , lonqlost bestie .. i nagged t ___ abud sumtinq .

pathetic -.- u asked mie t lecture u early in th morninqx wen i shud b sleepinq ((:

now , my eyes look lyk panda ^^ hate it .

ohya , sat will b hvinq outinq agn . but still planninq where t go . some plan movie n some

plan t go sheesha . text mie if u wanna join us okayy .. ? ~ teehessx ..

urmm , stress ~ dhenn somehow i plan t meet ____ which ive nt met

dhem abud 2 mths mayb .. ? seriously , i miss dhem badly .. been hopinq that i get t meet dhem . ahha , miss their jokes and lauqhterx .

& yaw , now currentlyy chattinq w ajul . new friend mayb .. ? hahax . superduper boredd , dhenn he entertain mie .

hahas ! he lauqh wen he got t know im in ncc . dhenn now he cant imagine if im

th type of fierce gerl . karuut kan kan kan .. ?

pandang rendah ehyy , hmph ^^ seriously , he mke mie lauqh

alot sia .. chattinq w hymm superduper funn ((; huhu :D he remind mie of th person that ive regard as brother n now dunnoe what happen t hymm . haiishx .

urmm , lyfe gettinq suxs ? bcoxs of th prob/game they're playinq w mie now .

they say i chanqe . chanqe into someone different and , th gerl tht avoidinq people .

urm , they expect mie t understand dhem wen they dunt even understand mie .

please lurhh , im tryinq my best t chanqe th situation

but it seems that they doesnt work togethr w mie t improve everytinq -.- im tired of playinq ths game w u guys . tired of beinq moody n not beinq th real mie .

seriously , tiredd -.- if u guys hopinq that everythinq

will chanqe lykk how it used t b dhen im hopinq th same thinq t happen agn )):

but . it seems that u dunt even bother t sayy anytinq aft ive done my part .

now , i dunt wanna cre anymre .

lyk i tell u , everytinq will depend t u guys now whether t chanqe th situation or not ..

haiishx ..

gonna end my post here ((;

; Mai

cya in th nxt post ^^

3rd April 2010 [[ Faded Friendship ]]

2010-04-03T08:34:00.000-07:00

HEYLOW HUMANS ((:

Yaw !

I know that my bloggy been dead fer sumtymes , sorry ayttes ?

I didnt hve th tym t update due t sch n ncc stuffx .

Been really busy w my ndp traininq every sat n extra classes in sch . I will keep updatinq wen im free ayttes ?

- juxs cme bck frm ndp traininq . superb tiredddd )): ohya , sumtinq happen in th bus juxs nw . teehess ~ okay , met ths cutie small lil gerl in th bus sittinq nxt t mie . then ths lil gerl keep on smilinq , so i juxs smile at her . dhen she randomly said ths t mie , '' kak , namer akaq sdp . '' i was lyk , hah . random nyer budaq kechyk niey . hehx . i think she saw th name on my ncc uniform . people nwadys are juxs random -.-

umm , recently lyf goinq on great ? awesome ? dunnoe ^^ mayb lyf will b awesome n great wen im w my

dearest fren n classmates tht nvr fail t mke mie smile w their jokes . hahax .. ! umm , currently

hvinq sum misunderstandinq w _______ . errmm , ohya . ysterdae wen out w ayuu , shasha , suhaid , shafiq n hafiz . actually ayu n me plan t watch movie but end up we met th others n go jamminq w dhem . kay , sumpah gereq . ths is my second tym goinq jamminq n overall i think its funn ((: ~ teeehess . after jamminq , bowlinq w th guys ((: kekek sia dornq . keep on jokinq n laughinq . bowling was awesome . aku dary last trus dpat third tauuu :D haha , walaupun aku cmpk kes pemalas tapy ttp third . cheyy , mai perh :D hahahaha ! shafiq didnt get t join us t bowling coxs he need t go town )): its okay , hehx . bythway nxt wk , outinq will b cnfrm ths monday (; movie ? karaoke ? sheesha ? haha .. nxt wk will b more than 10 people coxs we plan t combine class (: so , if u wanna join beep any of us okay ? :D

To ______ ;

Im sorry if im seems t be avoidinq u guys .

Please lurh , its nt mie tht chanqe but its u guys .

im avoidinq frm u guys coxs i knw tht u guys are happy nw .

Mayb what my friends told mie is true .

Its not mie tht forget abud u guys , but .. its u guys tht forget abud mie .

yeah , u guys hate th new mai .

th new mai tht avoidinq n ignre u guys . bt did u guys ever ask why

im mkinq ths dcision .. ? if i cn chanqe th situation .

All i hope is t hve th fun tht i used t hve w u guys .

well , if u guys want t see th old mai . All i cn say is ,

im hopinq t see th old gereq guys too . - th guys tht used t b jokinq w mie

and th guys tht nvr fail t mke mie smile n lauqh . now , all i knw is between u guys

n mie hve driften apart , haishx . its not mie that chanqe but its u guys that startinq t

chanqe . I know tht u guys wont b readinq ths , but its okayy . All i hope is t see th old

gereq guys tht used t mke my lyf wonderful .

'' All i need is you to complete my lyf journey . ''

Maybe ..

It is true that we dunt know what

we have until we lose it ,

But it is also true that we dunt know

what we have been missinq until

it arrives .

; Maii ((:

- cya in th nxt post ..

28 March 2010 [[ Memories ]]

2010-03-28T04:26:00.000-07:00

HEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WHORLD :D

Heyy , im bckk t post :D hehex . sorry fer th dead bloggy . been busy ths few weeks n comp was dwn fer certain reason . ~ teehessx .

Yaw , ths pic is taken durinq my phase 1 spec course . ilove my plattoon t th max seyh . they superb sportinq n fun . they're my awesome frens . they alwaes mke mie lauqh w their pathetic jokes . i will even regret goinq spec course ths yr . i juxs gonna miss dhem )= th guys was seriously fun . spot mie in th pic ? beside all th gerek guys tht i met there :D ma'am n sir was also fun . everythinq goinq on well in spec course except th pass out parade moment . haiyaa . althouqh i didnt get tht cookie bt my plattoon are th one tht mke mie smile . i cry th last dae bt they're th one who mke my dae . hehx . i miss hvinq fun n jokinq w th guys esp in th bus goinq t sdc . hopefully theres an outinq w dhem . nw currently chattinq w my guys fren there . both of us miss tht camp .

Plattoon 5 [ kamikaze ] :

~ weeee . yaw ! sports dae pic w all my frens . hahax . had lots of fun ths yr sports dae . participate in 3 event ths yr . superduper tired nw . haiyoo . my whole leg cramp )= hahax . aft sports dae sumtinq happen at th gate . congrats ayuu ((: teehhexx . dhen all th gerlx headed t kfc t eat . hehex . aft eatinq , meet th guys dhen go lpak at tamp one roof top . kekek sia dornq . aderh jek bndr bdh narqk uat -.- dhen abud 4 headed hme . superb tired t go out so cancel meetinq . haiyoo . overall , ths yr sports dae was okay . everythinq goes well n fun :D

; Mai

- gonna end my post her aytes ?

cya in th nxt post ((:

15 march 2010 [[ wish us luck ? ]]

2010-03-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

HEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WHORLD ! (x

Yaw my dearest readers !! (:

I knw ths is my second post of th dae bt yeahh ths post is specially dedicated

t my dearest bestie , rina , marf & jaja . Ths post gonna b short & sweet (; i knw they wont b readinq ths post as all of us busy packinq n gettinq ready fer tmrw but i juxs wanna wish dhem all th best fer spec course tmrw . & jyeahh , hopefully evs gerlx will mke ma'am n evs proud . try ur best kay gerlx ? all th best t myself too , teehess ~ ~ been busy w lots of stuff ths few weeks . sorry t those people whom i didnt get t mit w . been busy preparinq fer ths pathetic course . i hope everytinq will go smoothly tmrw n th nxt few daes in camp . wish us luck ayttes ? & yaw wanna sae thanks t ths dearest bestie shafiqah azmi fer th post n msg tht u send t us . appreciate it alot fer th wish (;

GOODLUCK KORANGKORANG ! :D

One & Only ; mai <3

15 March 2010 [[ Smile ]]

2010-03-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

HEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WHORLD (X

Todae post goinq t b juxs short & sweet coxs nid t slyp early tonyte prepared fer my camp (x

gettinq nervous fer my spec course . i hope i cn stuff in all th info fer my test in my head .

wish me luck ayttes guys ? hahs ! && jyeahh , ysterdae i wrote ths poem .

& This poem is specially dedicated t someone ;

When you are down

And you want to get high,

Just take a good look

Up in the sky.

What you will see

Are the stars above,

And all you need

Is to proclaim your love.

Who you will find

And see so clear,

Are friends in mind

You want to hold near.

Whenever you need them

Just look up high,

Call their name

And see them fly.

Every friend you meet

Owns a star

And you can see them

No matter how far.

'' All i need is you to complete my lyfe journey ''

To ths Dearest gorgeous gerl ,

im here t wish her happy 16th birthday .

mayy all ur wish & dreams cme true .

may ths yr bdae b th best bdae fer u (x

hve fun clbrtinq ur bdae w ur loved ones ayttes ?

- semoga pnjnq umur n murah rezeki .

- may u succeed in ur lyf (:

sorry didnt get t clbrt ur wonderful dae w u .

i will try t mke one of my dae free kay darlinq ?

imy ! ily !

Happy birthday t u ,

happy birthday t u ,

happy birthday t nana ,

happy birthday t u :D

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DEAR (;

One & only ; Mai

10 march 2010 [[ random post ]]

2010-03-10T08:06:00.000-08:00

Heylow darlinqs (x

hahas .
kay jyeahh , todae i juxs goinq t post ths video sonq called '' solo '' .
hahas , juxs randomly post ths video coxs i think th sonq hve a deep meaninq in it (x
enjoy ayytes ? hehx .

Said I don’t want to walk this earth

if I gotta do it solo

See girl we used to be a team

Runnin the streets (yeah)

We was living out our dream (ohh)

You used to be my rider

I was your provider

Now we separated in two

Oh we was burning up the block (yeah)

And everybody know when we step in the spot (ohh)

See, we was like the dynamic duo

Id never thought that you’d go

But you did uh, yeah you did

Oh baby you left and sailed away alone (Yeah, alone)

And now you got me trapped up on this island

Where nowhere to get home

And I don’t wanna go, go

I don’t wanna go, go

I don’t wanna it no, no

I don’t want to walk this earth

If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Cuz I was so high

And now im so low

And I don’t wanna walk around alone, solo

Said I don’t want to walk this earth

If I gotta do it solo (solo, solo)

You was the beat on to my top line,

Put us together

And you’d have to hit rewind

See, you give me a purpose

Now I’m getting nervous

That my heart will never sing again

Oh, when we was runnin up the airways,

They knew us from the Virgin Islands to the U.K.

See, we was on the way to the platinum and gold

Never thought that you’d go but you did ya, ya you did.

Oh baby you left and sailed away alone (Yeah, alone)

And now you got me trapped up on this island

Where nowhere to get home

And I don’t wanna go, go

I don’t wanna go, go

I don’t wanna it no, no

I don’t want to walk this earth

If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Cuz I was so high

And now im so low

And I don’t wanna walk around alone, solo

Said I don’t want to walk this earth

If I gotta do it solo (solo, solo)

I don’t wanna walk S-O-L-O

(no no no)

I don’t wanna walk S-O-L-O

“Oo uh oh,oh uh oh,

Oo uh oh oh oh uh oh,”

I don’t wanna walk((S-O-L-O))

And I don’t wanna go,go

I don’t wanna go, go

I don’t wanna it no, no

I don’t want to walk this earth

If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Cuz I was so high

And now im so low

And I don’t wanna walk around alone,(Solo)

Said I don’t want to walk this earth

If I gotta do it solo (solo, solo)

[[ Its better t lose ur ego t ur loved one rather dhen t lose ur loved one bcoxs of ur ego ]]

[[ Cinta Janganlah dipaksa dan jodoh jangan diatur tanpa perasaan ]]

- One & Only ; [M]a[i]

8 March 2010 [[ Lovelies ]]

2010-03-08T02:09:00.000-08:00

Heylow Heylow Whole Wide Whorld (x

Sorry fer not postinq ths past few weeks . Todae post goinq t b short & sweet coxs im currently dwn w sumtinq . i juxs dunt seems t b as cheerful as i used t b . now 2am & im still awake . haishx . juxs cnt slyp . tmrw not goinq t sch coxs of sums reason . ermm , 2010 didnt seems t turn out well lyk i wish . lyf gettinq suxs . cnt focus in class n prob seems t b addinq . erm , todae was okay - in class didnt talk n lauqh much w th guys n gerls . sorry ayytes ? erm , juxs nw otp t Dearest fren abud sumtinq . relationship ? hahas . random ryte ? argue alot w her abud tht topic . dhen i told her its hard fer a guy t understand my character coxs ferst thinq i hate guys tht smoke & drink (x no piercinq n th one tht cn guide me into th ryte path . & jyeahh th most important thinq is respect , understandinq n lastly patience . hehex . erm , t her ; stop forcinq me t b in relationship ayttes ? hahas . kay , watever . shes crap (; erm , last sat meet ___ . seriously hurt . ___ dunt even talk t me ]: haishsx . gonna end my post here ayttes ? (; need t rest , teehess ~

[[ Jadilah Seoranq wanita dalam bekas kaca yq sukar disentuh . Hanya ornq yq mampu sahaja boley memilikinya ]]

[[ All i want is one boy t prove they are nt th same ]]

[[ All i need is happiness ]]

To my Bestie ;
Gerl , aku tarqk marah kat kau
lawr . aku juxs bingit w wat u
did tht dae wen we went fer our
tour. err , nvm . i dunt think i need
t elaborate . lagypun dah lamer aku
luper kan . aku tarqk akan mrh kat kau
stkt sal small prob n bcoxs of those
gerlx . it wont brinq any benefit t me pun .
i nvr stop u frm beinq frens w huever u
lyk . dunt worry , kau tarqk ya mntk maaf
kay ? & jyeahh , frens means understandinq
each other well .
[[ Forget th past & strt a new frenship ]]

To my Dearest ____ ;
Thanks fer everytinq . i knw im wrnq & so ,
im here t sae sorry . i juxs need u guys t
understand me . thts all . i miss those
memories w all of u . i treasure those happy
moments w u guys . i feel awkward t b w
u guys ths few weeks . its nt tht i want t
run frm all of u . why shud i b there wen u
guys iqnre me as if im a wall ? its hurt wen
im there . i tried t hve fun lyk it used t b bt it
seems tht nth works . everytinq change nw .
&& jyeahh eventhough u guys wont
b readinq ths but all of u shud knw tht im hopinq
t hve fun lyk hw it used t b coxs i miss beinq
w all of u .
[[ Pictures will eventually fade but memories
will remain forever ]]

One & Only ; [M]a[i]

- see ya in th nxt post (x

3rd March 2010 [[ All i need is happiness ]]

2010-03-04T08:21:00.000-08:00

HEYLOW HEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WHORLD (x

Sorry if blog were dead ths past few weeks , been too busy w many stuffx n probs .

Todae juxs came bck frm ite mcpherson . Had lots of fun there fer th past 1 & th half dae there . Yesterdae did some courses on design & media . Tour around th ite & also sum cca . Play floorball w class . Todae , learn abud entrepeneurship n dnt stuff . hahas . did nth much todae coxs we only spend half of our dae there . Did met some people there which i knw & also some new ite friends . & jyeahh , th picture above is th gerl tht return bck my '' pink '' wallet & yahh , suprisingly we got th same name ( ; hahas , cute ryte ?? gonna miss her ):

she super cute , all th way smile t me . get t talk t her fer a short while abud her course . hahax . seriously , th ite trip was fun ( : gonna miss beinq there w all those great people ): hopee t meet dhem again (x

&& jyeahh wanna wish HAJAR , happy 15th birthday (;

may all ur wish & dreams cme true . iloveyou <3

happy birthday t u ,

happy birthday t hajar ,

happy birthday t u ! (x

&& jyeahh , todae goinq t post abud ths dearest class . haiyoo . Todae second dae in ite was awesome but at th end of th dae got t knw tht my classmate

did sumtinq wronq . someone took our lecturer hp & seriously , i pity ths lecturer . so , class did help t find th person who took th hp . i told th lecturer tht i tried my best t get bck th hp . atlast , someone return it . haiyoo . & th person who return it is th ite student there . we knw tht th person who took it put it in th ite student locker . but nehmind , thanks t god tht th lecturer got bck hys hp . pity hym sia . our class gettinq bad t worse . aft one record anther record . juxs cnt tke it anymre . haiyyaa . class seems t b gettinq well but juxs attitude gettinq worse . * includinq mie * hahas . i juxs hope tht class attitude will get better :D

Ermm , ths picture bck t blog (;

hahas . i juxs miss dhem soo muchh . dunnoe why , mayb missinq those jokes , craps & laughters w dhem .

those great moments at chalet , sentosa , town & lastly 565 . miss those pathetic magic . hahax .

i miss u guys soo much <3

* sorry if im mia fer th past 4 wks , been busy w studies n stressinq over sum probs .

so , i hope u guys understand . i will b bck wen everytinq gettinq okeyh .

so sorry . *

[[ Pictures will eventually fade but memories will last forever (x ]]

; [M]a[i] <3

- Not goinq t post as usual , busy .

[[ Forget th past , strtinq a new lyf ]]

21 February 2010 [[ Memories ]]

2010-02-21T01:34:00.000-08:00

HEYLOW HEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WHOLE !! (x

Lyfe gettinq well ? suxs ? erm , idk . juxs facinq w lots of stuffx

& probs ths few daes ]: i've been missinq my loves one lately .

althouqh im busy w my stuffx but i juxs cnt put those memories w dhem

aside . ermm , missinq dhem lyk hell . all i cn do is hope fer th best

between us n sumtinq miracle t happen . haishx ! juxs finish readinq

sumone blog n saw ths post . seriously hurt wen he sae tht t _____ .

only tearsx cn express how hurt my heart readinq hys blog .

Is ths how people sae promise ? & Is promises are meant t b broke ?

'' Pictures will fade , but memories will last forever . ''

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind ?
Losing everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past but
it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts .

It's hard to hide behind this frown ,
When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown .

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me .
All I have left of them are these memories .

You have no idea how badly I want them back .
But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack .

The pain of losing them will never go away .
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday .

I feel like I no longer belong .
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong .

Saw mie ? hahsx . thts my new CRAZY class .

i miss my last yr class . aiyoo .

althouqh ths class wasnt tht fun lyk last yr but it seems tht

we strt t bond w each other ths few daes .

mayb bondinq will juxs strt if theres a fiqht w teacher .

hahs . class hve help mie alot whenever im in trouble w

those fuck up teacher . thanks t dhem ayttes ? ((:

juxs one thinq abud dhem , all they knw is mke trouble in sch .

haiyoo . lesson goinq on great w dhem . nvr feel tired coxs

of th hyper active student tht kept makinq jokes (x

Last friday had our cross country at bedok . superduper fun (x

almost half of my class didnt run , except mie (; gud gerl ryte ? :p

dhen , sum funny stuff happen . - laugh - wont elaborate here :D

dhen ncc gerls got duty tht dae , givinq out awards .

so , i help out t gve awards t th b-boys . aft sch wen t tamp inter (x

ferst , follow marfiqa go bank . dhen go kfc . - bad luck - regret goinq there .

hahs .

; Maiii <3

- see ya in th nxt post .

blog goinq t b INACTIVE fer th tymm

currently busy w sch (x

15th February 2010 [ Forget th past , & strt a new lyf (x ]

2010-02-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

HEYLOW HEYLOW WHORLD WIDE WHORLD (x

Sorry fer not postinq th last few weeks . been busy w sch stuff n ncc .

ermm , lyf seems t b suxs ths few daes , facinq w lots of prob ]:

todae was quite awesome , wen out with ncc gerls . hahas . pictures at fb kay ? bt sadly , saw hymm ! urgh , seriously sad . haishhsx ! tmrw mayb goinq out w ayuu (: hahas . currently chattinq w sir anthony , he ask abud spec course . i dunt want t go phase 1 bt no choice . haiyoo ~

- currently msg w sumone , hahas . superduper bored now !

[T]hank [Y]ou !! :D

10th February 2010 (x

I wanna sae thanks soo much t all tht wish mie n clbrt my special dae .

seriously , u guys mke my dae really memorable although

im dwn on tht dae . thanks fer th bdae cke tht u guys buy ,

th bdae clbration at pastamania n th bdae song tht all

of u sing for mie at canteen . i really appreciate tht i got frens

lyk u guys . ths yr bdae clbrtion was reallyreally awesome even i lost

my loved ones :D

once again , thank you soo much all

fer beinq there w mie durinq my bdae .

&& jyeahh , thanks t my dad fer th $50 n cake .

& thanks t mum fer th bdae clbration w cousinx love .

& thanks t my aunty tht gve mie $30 fer my bdae (:

&& jyeahh lastly , t ncc gerls , ayu , airah , didi & th others frm eastview :D

mre pictures at fb kaeysx ? ((:

To My Dearest One & Only Bestie ;

Thanks fer beinq there whenever i need u . Seriously i dunt expect ths t happen bt i juxs dunnoe wat t do .

i cnt afford losing sumone which ive regard as my bestie . i reallyreally hpe tht u will understand mie .

i didnt mean t hurt ur feelinqs bt fer mie nw frenship is much mre worth . i treasure u soo much .

theres a reason why i mke ths dcision n i knw u knew abud it . i juxs cnt face th fact tht thinqs end .

bt nvm lawr , lyf nid t go on kaeys ? forget th past & strt a new lyf coxs aft ths thinq settle i will juxs forget

abud everythinq . if we are fated t b bestfren or frens agn one dae , dhen gud if nt all i cn sae is thanks dear .

i really treasure our frenship ((: takecaiire & hve a happie lyf ahead .

See ya in th nxt post (x

; Mai ((:

2010-02-04T06:22:00.000-08:00

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM xD.

peace be upon.

its AIRAAH here once again ;P. mai, loves to leave her blog unattendedly so im here to update for her. hehs.

im actually blank and gort nothing to say. ferstly, im desperately waiting for 10 feb, you know i know hahs ;X. CONGRATS to her for passing her POA ;). im proud of her, jyeaaaaah! thousand claps for her. hehs.

well, her birthday is gettig near. and she's nort in the mood to it. i could understand why she feels so. shes hoping to celebrate with her loves ones that currently threwing her with all the accusation. but no matter wart, i will do my very very best to a back up birthday celebration haha! xP. kawans kawans, narq join? meh txt airah kaeyys? hehe. mai, you sit one corner kaeyss?

lastly, i wanted to say that, this blog is belong to mai, so she gort the rights to say or do whatever with it and as a blog hopper, youre allow to read and see BUT if you think her blog affect you i guess, you should just stop seeing it and simply click the x on the above right corner. her blog her say... condem her, state your name big big kay? im going now, byees.

with loved.,

; AIRAAH

1st February 2010 ( Endinq Frendship )

2010-02-01T04:52:00.000-08:00

HEYLOW HEYLOW WHORLD WIDE WHORLD !! ((:

Mai here ((: sorry fer nt postinq last few daes . been too busy with ncc n stuffs . thanksx t airahh fer th update ((: && yahh , freestyle competition is nxt two wks , & jyeahh , im damn stress abud it . hopee tht evs ncc gerls could mke it t semi-final ths tymm . && yahh , my class deco was suxs ! cnt describe . i criously gve up with my class . ths is th worst class i ever met in my entire lyfe n th ferst class tht i goin t gve up on . been absent th past few daes , hiqh fever n heard many fiqhtinq goinq on in class ]: even teacher n my classmates was lyk callinq back up ! wth ! && nw i nid t write report abud th fiqht ?! wen im nt even in sch . aiyoo . LOTX of prob been strikinq mie ths past wks . i juxs cnt tke it anymre . && yahh bdae cuminq bt lyfe seems t b suxs ! nt in th mood t clbrt bdae ths yr . all th plan tht i mke earlier , im goinq t cancel . so t huever tht makinq plans , juxs bck off . im nt interested in goinq or hvinq any fun on my bdae ths yr . - been stressinq & tearsinqx over those probs th past few daes . all i wish fer my bdae is those stff settle (x && yeahh , juxs dunnoe why my tearsx rolled dwn wen i slack with ncc gerls juxs nw . pathetic uhq mai ! aiyoo . haishhsx . ive been hidinq ths a few wks n shudnt reveal those feelinq of anger , sad n confused t anyone bt jusx nw suddenly ths stupid tearsx rolled dwn wen hajar talk abud those stff . erm , im still hvinq fever & bloq nt goin t b update as recent ayttes ? sorry readers ..

&& yeahh t dhemm , nvm lawr . i tink u guys juxs hve fun kaeysx ?
u guys shud knw my reason . i wont want t
explain muchh , coxs u guys wont understand those feelinqs .
& remember tht i wont forget u guys lawr .
wtv it is , memories tht i spend with all of u was th best n awesome tymm (x

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind ?

Losing everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past but

it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts .

It's hard to hide behind this frown ,

When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown .

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me .

All I have left of them are these memories .

You have no idea how badly I want them back .

But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack .

The pain of losing them will never go away .

I'm tired of feeling like this everyday .

I feel like I no longer belong .

I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong .

- poemx dedicated

fer ''dhem'' .

( sorry if im th caused & yahh

i knw tht those arguements n

misunderstandinq is all strted

by mie . so yahh , i tink i nid t

tke my steps bck n juxs

let u go eventhough its hrd. )

- t class ,

( im juxs gve up with u guys .

u guys were th ferst class tht i gve up on .
is ths th spirit tht a class shud hve ?
& all u guys knw is fightinq n mkinq prob .
wats wrnq with u guys ? nt maturee enough ?

frm nw on , im mkinq my dcision of steppinq dwn .

wtv tht u guys tink gud fer u , juxs do it kay ?

i dunt want t involve. )

- t herr ,

( u expect us t understand ur condition ?

yahh , hw abud th others gerls tht hve

medical condition too . u give us lotx

of stupid n unreasonable reason abud nt

cuminq dwn t traininq bt we gve u face n

nw u sayinq tht we dunt understand ur

situation ? i dunt want t scold n shout t u ,

bt it seems tht ure askinq for it . i juxs cnt

stand with ur attitude . go n tink lawr babe .

i dunt want t talk much with u . it will juxs

mke mie pissed off , so tink throughly.

- t my dearest brother ,
i miss u t th maxx ! i hate ths year bdae .
i feel crious bored clbrtinq my 15 bdae without u .
nt only u bt my dearest frenx too . i miss those jokes
n laughter . i miss those bdae gifts n th bdae wish tht
u gve mie . i juxs want my bdae t b clbrated with u .
mum said i goinq t visit u on my bdae , & yahh
i surely cry . hehx . hopee ure fine there . miss u
ONE & ONLY BROTHER LUVED ! (x

'' Woke up with tearsx in my eyes , i keep wonderinq why ?

And i realize ...

That's because i'm missinq a nice and true friend lyke dhem ]: ''

- gonna end my post here (:
&& t her thanks fer callinq mie slut n maki mie all tht .
hate mie all u want kaeysx ? i dunt cre anymre (x
&& yeahh , wanna tell u guys ths .
please dunt mke or plan anytinq fer my bdae .
i wont hve th mood t clbrt n hve funn .
9 mre daes :-(

; Maii xD

2010-01-30T04:18:00.000-08:00

peace be upon readers.

its AIRAAH posting for mai. mai was unable to update her blog. she have been going through a hard life right now. she have been stressing out with things that i think she dont dserve it. & now SHES SICK, jyeah sick. better wish her a get well xD. ive been seeing and realising that the cheerfull in her is fading. her smile is somehow fake, i noe deep down inside, shes hurting. so please, dont add up the burden. shes my very very bestfriend and i cant bear to see her down, sick and all. be reasonable and have the mercy please.

like wart ive said, mai carnt post right now, shes sick & lost her voice actually. so jyeah, as soon as she recover, she will be back and post as per normal days. it might takes some days or weeks cos its nort only she needs to recover physically but recover her heart thats currently hurt. so bear with it ayttes. i know you guys have been looking forward to her post, so do i. just pray the best for her ayttes. ;D.

It's what you do unthinking,
That makes the quick tear start;
The tear may be forgotten —
But the hurt stays in the heart.

and a BEST FRIENDS also shouldnt be adding up BURDENS.

i should end it here so jyeah, bye peoples and readers of hers.

take caire alorts.

; AIRAAAH

25 january 2010 ( Tinggal Kenangan )

2010-01-25T02:27:00.000-08:00

HEYLOW HEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WHORLD !! ((;

im bckk t post . hehex . thanks t dearest airahh fer th past post . been too busy with upcominq competition, ncc stuffs & lastly sch . - facinq with sum probs too . been moody in sch n stressinq abud it . juxs cnt focus in class . keep thinkinq n worried . i feel tht im th caused . nw i juxs dunnoe wat t do . dunt want themm t hate mie . && jyeahh , wanna thanks t airahh fer th stupid post tht she post last wk . u want t bash mie on my bdae ? lets see who will work with their plans . hahas . && jyeahh gerl , b prepared t b bash on ur bdae . lets countdwn . get t knw sumtinq n criously dunnoe wat t do nw . cnt believe it .- been tearsinqx n stressinq ths alone since todae morn . haishhsx . im juxs cme bck frm sch . class nominated mie as vice-chairman . urgghh . goin t b busy with sch ths few wks . aiyoo .

'' Akal membilanq namun hati menegah . ''

thurs ; shootinq at hq ((:
20th feb ; freestyle competition ((:
nxt mon ; class decoration judgement ((:
5th feb ; freestyle meetinq ((:
7th feb ; GYLERR BDAE ((:
14th feb ; valentine dae <3

&& jyeahh , wanna sae congrats t ths new couplexs ;
apai && amni ((:
aidi && idahh ((:
- last lonqq kayy kornq ! stay happie & sweet couplexs alwaes (x may both of u last forever xD

enjoy th video below ayttes ; ( tinggal kenangan )

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita

kini tinggal kenangan

ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh bintangku

jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

disini aku merindukan dirimu

kini kucoba mencari penggantimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih

jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

disini aku merindukan dirimu

kini kucoba mencari penggantimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih

pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita

kini tinggal kenangan

ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh bintangku

jauh kau pergi meninggalkn diriku

disini aku merindukan dirimu

kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih

heartzx dhem (x
gonna end here fer todae ((:
See u in th nxt post .
; MAII ((x

2010-01-23T03:15:00.000-08:00

HEYLOW HEY LOW WHOLE WIDE WHORLD ;D.

its AIRAAH again (: , im posting on behalf of mai. mai have been busy this few day with her CCAs and stuff so she carnt post. she's gonna be on HIATUS ayttes people. she will be back as soon as she's free (: . haishh, she have been going through hard life recently. she express it out to me and i felt so sorry for the gurl who had no life. she have been missing her loves one though & have been hoping to be back with them as what she used to in dhe past. here a poem by her.

Funny how friends say forever,

people never seem to stay together

You told me not to worry, told me not to cry,

you said we were best friends, it was a lie.

I'm here still pretending not to care,

pretending I don't notice your never there.

To have a bond like we did was amazing,

but you picked a boy over that, over me, just replacing.

You hurt me so bad you will never know,

and the pain I keep inside I will never show.

You'd probably see it if you just tried,

and know how many nights I have cried.

But don't worry I'll be fine,

I'm not the one who left all my friends behind.

- poem for dhem
so jyeah, thats all for today. take caires.
; AIRAAH

2010-01-20T02:27:00.000-08:00

HEYLOWHEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WORLD (X.

ITS AIRAAH HERE (; , peace to everyone. tsk3. im some sort of hacking into her blog tsk3. but my heart was pure of kindness, i hacked with reason. i actually helping her to upload the pics above (: . && jyeah how about counting down to her birthday? 10 FEBRUARY . ohh jyeah how about a SUPRISE bdae bash? (evss student) she have been waiting for one i guess (; . tsk3. kaey kaey i gortta end here hehe~ byee. sorry mai, but wart to do ;P . take caire mai & readers.

; AIRAAH

17 january 2010 ( unexpected problem )

2010-01-17T04:51:00.000-08:00

HEY READERS [!]

Sorry if blog were INACTIVE ths few daes , - been too busy with sch stuffs & cca .

Todae post going t b juxs short & sweet n it will juxs abud th prob tht hve been striking mie th past few weeks ]:

Firstly , he's bck ! & it wasnt a gd news fer mie . secondly , theres sum misunderstanding happen t mie n themm . - been tearsingsx ths alone since i got those bad news ]:

Fridayy bckk frm yishun , sec 3 lvl camp . got ths bad news n criously break dwn . dhen ysterdae meet raimi n bdk 565 , slack till 8.30 . dhen at acit hse , karaoke . they entertain mie with aleeya maisarah song . * smile * & * laugh * even wasnt having fun . dhen dol told mie abud sumting . haiishx . feel guilty abud tht thingg . dhen morning , text with na abud th prob . told her everything - dhen she gve mie ths advice . haiish . - tearsingsx n damn stress with those prob tht i hve t face ths past few daes . i juxs dunnoe wat dcision shud i mke . wat nana sae was true .& i tink if tht dcision will mke themm happie n will b th best fer themm , i tink i will do it juxs t mke people happie eventhough its hard fer mie . haiishx . - juxs advicing hymm n were blame with those stuffs ]:

Thanks t all tht tried t cheer up my dae . u guys hve been damn awesome ((:

- eventhough i lost my bestie n facing with lots of probs , u guys hve been trying

hard t cheer up n light up my dae [:

Sec 3 lvl camp at yishun safra was awesome ((:

my wish t reach th top of rock climbing tht is 9th storey high cme true , haha [:

thanks t all instructors who entertain us with ur jokes n stories xD

instructor ahmad was criously fun , bcoxs of hymm class hve been united eventhough

ths year class wasnt tht sporting . everyone sae tht 303 is th worst class bt i juxs hopee u guys could prove them wrong . i believe tht u guys cn do it .

nw currently otp with dearest wasylah .

haha . kekek uhq dier . she kiss her guy fer th first tym . haha . kiter peh kecoh kt tlp , tsk . haha . & t her last long with hymm kayy ? all i want is seeing u t b happie n smile [:

To my adeqadeq angkat ;

i miss all of u so much . i heard tht u

gerls having conflict between

each other . u gerls better settle

those stuffs brfe i goin t interfere

n settle fer all of u . dunt mke me

pissed off ehyy , u knw wat will happen .

so .. mke sure by tues , those stuffs

hve settle .

Signing off ;

[m]a[i]

10 January 2010 ( Addictive )

2010-01-10T14:00:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((;

- Peace Be Upon You xD

Sorry peeps tht my blog were dead fer th past few daes/weeks ((:

blog goin t b inactive fer th tym being . busy with sch n upcoming ncc events xD

blog will also b private soon coxs of sum reason . & i wanna thanks airah fer helping me ((:

I wanna wish all my dearest frens, bestie & every soul out there , HAPPY NEW YEAR (;
Make tis 2010 b th best yrs fer u guys xD change ur lyf n everyting happen in 2009 ((: say GOODBYE to 2009 ! So much things hve happened in tat year . Laughter and sorrows tat killed me . Th yr tat we met sum " LOVELY " people and also the same year we lose that " SCOUNDRELS " . Th yr tat gave us lots of burden . I wish 2010 will be a new & peaceful yr fer me . - May u guys b happy n succeed in lyf tis yr ! forget th past , kiss th future . ! put those probs n things tht hve happen in 2009 behind n mke new lyf tis yr ((:

Bck t sch ((: hehex , im in class 303 tis year . got separated class with all my besties:(
class was kinda fun ((: plan t do sumting t her * secret * .. got ms nurul farhana as my mly teacher again , whee ~ ! took poa as my subj tis yr n im enjoying poa alot xD. gonna b in camp tis week , urgh -.- lazy t go ! goin t b busy with lots of things . goin t hve specs course tis year n busy with cca fair . lots of events coming up , haiyoo . * stress *

To raimi ; Thanks fer everyting aytes ? takecaiire wen ure there . dunt involve in fight n uat hal lgy . haha ! we gonna miss u legong ! ((:

To irwan ; Get well soon aytes dearest bestie ((: gonna miss disturb u & joking with u ! xD

To dearest nana ; dear , b strong kay ? dunt b sad . ingt wat mai ckp . anggap tht he's theres fer holidae . anyting wen u nid me , i will b here t help ((:

To alep & th rest of o-lvl students ; Goodluck fer ur upcoming results ((: may all of u pass n succeed in future (:

To dearest ayuu ; babe , dier taq gie lamer . dunt worry . he will b bck kay ? dunt shed ur tears coxs of hym . ingt my advice t u n use it wisely . anyting if u nid my help , i will b here aytes ? mke sure u smile ! ((:

Sometimes you hve to run away,
so you can see who will run after you.
Sometimes you hve t talk quitter,
jusx t see who's actuali listening.
Sometimes you hve t take a step back,
jusx t see who's still by your side.
Sometimes you make a wrong decision,
jusx t see who's there when all falls down.
Sometimes you hve t let go the one you love,
jusx t see if they love you enuf t come back.

Signing off ,

[u]m[a]i[r]a[h] a.k.a [m]a[i] (: ☠☆

26 December 2009 ( Memories Are Meant To Be Kept Till The End )

2009-12-27T07:53:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((:

- Peace Be Upon You ..

Sorry didnt post kinda recently tis few daes . nt in th mood n kinda lazy t post . Todae post goin t b juxs short & sweet coxs kinda tired t post tht longg .

Last thurs was awesome . Early morn werk at mum shop ((: dhen at shop sumting happen .. [ kena minyak panas kt pipi , urghh . hate it ! ] dhen aft werk , go hme n change n mit dearest ayu . ehehx . she tmn mie go mit aqilah at her hse dhen go ws find my thing . atlast im so cerewet so nid t go tamp 1 , cs n tm juxs t find my pathetic gelang ((: hehex .. dhen in th bus t tamp , sumting paiseyh happen xD ayuu n mie tke bus 21 t tamp , so wait n wait . abt 10 mins bus arrive , dhen ayu ask mie t tke her pathetic ez-link frm her wallet since she keeping sumting inside her bag . so i take lawr . dhen in th bus i saw ayu open her wallet t get her ez-link . i turn n sae tht her ez-link frm mie . suddenly tis guy infront mie laugh at mie . i was lyke blank -.- suddenly ayu also laugh , i was lyk huh , why sia ? dhe sae i tke wrong card n tht is her powercard . haha , i laugh lyke hell in th bus . paiseyh dia . everyone saw tht thingy happen even th matrep infront mie . haha ((: go out with her was damn awesome , love her soo much <3

Yesterdae was damn great (; outing with bdk 565 t town . weee ! ~~ actually plan meet at nrml place at abt 2 . i tke 3 hrs t get ready . hehe . at 2 dhen i go out n mit nana first . so txt them n sae tht i juxs mit them at town . hehex . so mit nana n proceed t dhouby ghaut n waited fer them there . hehex . lmbt seyh drg . sempat mai n nana jln2 there .. hehex . dhen walk at plaza singapura . atlast they call n ask t mit at cathay . pathetic uhq drg . so proceed t cathay coxs they buying ticket t watch alvin & th chipmunks there . dhen they sae ticket sold out . i was lyk huh , wth seyh ): so proceed t another theatre n check if theres any ticket . ticket sold out again ): so atlast all gve up n sae they want go eat . haha .. 25 people separated . half go kfc , another half go kopitiam . hahas . dhen mit outside cathay n hang out there (: took pics dhen bla3 .. dhen i tell bear i want go marina barrage , so all gerak t marina barrage (: so tke mrt t marina n tke bus t marina barrage . hang out there till 10 (; sumting happen at marina barrage .. * secret * dhen settle those stuffs n proceed bck hme . didnt enjoy ysterdae outing tht much coxs nt in th mood tis few daes ..

* sorry all if im nt tht kecoh ysterdae , damn moody thts why i dunt talk much n joke with u guys .. *

Lyfe has been suxs n bad tis few daes . lots of pathetic thing happen ): i dunt even jokes n kecoh lyke hw i used t be . acting t b happy n enjoy my dae wen im nt .. haishhsx ); hate my lyf so much . i juxs hpe tht i cn run frm reality n act tht nth happen .

'' All i cn do is SMILE and pretend EVERYTHING is okayy . ''

To guest ;

u want t hate mie ? hate mie all u want kay ?

i dunt even cre . why dunt u dare n put ur name

n juxs tell mie straight frwd tht u hate mie ?

jgn jdy pengecut lawr .. lao kau btul benci aku ,

tlg tulis name btul kau ehyk . aku taqde mase uhq

naq lyn kau . uker hatie kau naq benci aku ker taq .

To them ;

im really sorry if u guys think im avoiding all of u .

no lawr , im juxs busy n kinda having lots of

probs t settle . i hpe u guys understand mie .

i really sorry if im nt being as happy as hw i used t b .

i will try t b happy wen im with u guys kay ? really sorry .

i juxs nid u guys t understand mie nw .

''Every friend you meet
Owns a star
And you can see them
No matter how far. ''

To someone ;

sorry if im hurting ur feelings .

my dcision juxs goin t b tis way fer th tym .so sorry .

i juxs hpe our frenship will remain th same .
i read those wat u sae at ur journal n im
crious touch with tht bt pls dunt continue
t b hw ure nw . tht wasnt th old u tht i knw .

&& to dyana n alep ;

last long kaeysx krg ((: be happy alwaes n may both of u setia till th end (: dunt argue sllu kaeys . strt a new relationship n forget abt those yq penah terjdy kt krg kaeysx ?.. Last long sweet couplez xD

I love BDK 565 !! ((:

Cinta adalah kekuatan yanq mampu

mengubah duri jady mawar ,

mengubah cuka jady anggur ,

mengubah sedeyhdari riang ,

mengubah amarah jady ramah ,

mengubah musibah jagy muhibbah

itulah cinta ...

Signing off ,

[u]m[a]i[r]a[h] a.k.a [m]a[i] (: ☠☆

23 December 2009 ((;

2009-12-22T23:30:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS ((:

- Peace Be Upon You xD

Sorry didnt updated my blog fer a few daes (; kinda lazy n nt in th mood t update blog (;

so sorry coxs blog gonna b INACTIVE fer th tym . juxs dunt feel lyke posting n super tired .

todae post gonna b short & sweet .

This few daes kinda fun coxs all th way get entertain by my joker/clown . hahas .. they mke mie laugh with their funny n irritating jokes . hahas . last two daes , on9 using lappy (: so chat with bear n salleh until 3.30 in th morn (; they keep on bbual mepek n mke mie laugh alone .. hehs , mum sae i crazy . laugh non stop while chatting . hahas .. dhen yesterdae nyte otp with tis crazy guy frm freestyle . hahas . he also cn lyn my mepek kt phone . ahha , aft tht marfiqa join too . we keep on laugh & laugh . criously funny . dhen talk abt lots of hawt topic tht cnnt b exposed here . * fhm2 kn jerh ehyk krg due (; * dhen otp until 5am . tis joker guy keep on mke jokes . i was lyk super hyper last nyte tht i also talk crap with them . hehs . bcox of them i cnt wake up n go fer work . haha , nsb my mum sae nvm . hehe .. dhen slyp until 12 (: on9 using comp n chat with tis biol again . pagy siang mlm lynkn crap dier . haiyoo ~ hahas . tonyte gonna otp with them again .. sooner or ltr u will see me at th ''imh'' . hahas . keep on laughing lyke crazy gerl .. errr -.-

lots of outing coming up , haishhsx . *lazy* hehes ..

- outing with bdk 565 (:

- freestyler bbq pit (;

- goin out with dearest *optional* xD

- countdown (:

chat between me & ☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ :

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

amcm?!

hehe
[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

aper yg amcm ?

gyler uhq kau .

haaha !

gd afternoon adeqadeq !

haha !

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

hehs , ane ade giler

woah!

gd afternoon KAK tue ni oi =P

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha !

tkmu jealous yer adeqadeq !

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

alamak .. sape nk jealous ngn org tue nie

hehe !

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

wheyy , ornq tue tdk .

yg lbh tue tu btul !

hehs ..

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

alah!

tue tetap tue

jgn nk step mude !

HAHA

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

ewahhh , cik adeq syg oii . mulut ader insurance ?

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

tkd

sape nk g saman aku oi?!

haha

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

'' kerane mulut bdn binasa '' !

haha

aku tau kau taq akn fhm !

adeqadeq maner fhm word nie smue !

huhu

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

...

aku tk nk paham pon!

ANYWAYS

aku bkn adekadek oi!

kau tue aku 1bulan lebih jek

eee

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha !

bluek

ttp aku lbh tue fhm ?!

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

muke kau

pucat siot

AH YELA-.-

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

aru nmpk hantu ..

haha

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

lol-.-

bedek nye

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha , dah tau beyh tnye !

haha

sot uhq kau

pagy ptg mlm gyler !

tsk ..

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

lol

kau ckp org

kau tu yg giler!

haha

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

ewahhh ..

mengutuk ..

taq bgus tau .

hehs .

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

itu bukan mengutuk

itu memang btol cik kak oi.

HAHA

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

errr , nie bdk knn . mencabar kemarahan aku uhq . huhu

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

woah , k la

jokin2 jek (:

brb , saket perot siot ! ):

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

alryte (;

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

k back(:

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha , alryte DOG ((:

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

haha !

anyways kn , tadi kau dpt g keje ke tk?

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha , taq lawr !

pnat sia .

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

hah, kau bgon kol bpe?

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

lyn krg yg gyler uhq mlm2 bute !

aku bgun kul 12 (;

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

lol

aku bru jek bgon 10min lepas

tak salah aku oo.

o.o *

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha .

rbk

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

AND

kau tu yg giler

bukan kite (:

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

ewahh !!

aku cume HYPER (;

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

SAMERR LER TU !

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

taq lerr !

maner kau tau .

haha

kau msh adeqadeq agy .

blum cukup umur .

haha !!!

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

wawawa !

1bulan lebih jek tk cukop umo?

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaa !

marah nie !

hehe FAKE

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha , taq hbs2 dgn fake dri smlm .

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

eh suke ati aku uhs!

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha , ewahh .

melawan ..

haha !

gyler uhq kau !

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

haha

bukan melawan

ckp jek

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

mlm naq otp kul rape ?

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

nta

pape time pon blh

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

jgn uat aku ketawe agy mlm nie .

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

asl plak?

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

nty aku hilang voice akuu .

hahas .

smlm smp mak aku bgun kater aku gyler tau !

hahas ..

sunday kau gie kul ?

samuel mcm fhm ..

dier kater dgn aku dier naq earlier tyming .

beyh dier atlast ckp dier taq leyh , ader tuition .

legong uhq dektu .

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

LOL

kan bodo-.-

kau kate 5pm kat bishan

aku 5pm kat bishan uhs

kau?

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

kan ?

maner aku tau ..

lao mrt atau bus lmbt taq kn aku naq fly dtg saner .

krg tunggu tau !

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

maksod aku "itu KAN bodo "

ye la

klua la siang siket

kalau takot lmbt

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

aku pehh siap jerh lamer .

aku kluar kul 4 ?

bley ?

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

siap siang siket -.-

pape

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

hahas ..

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

atau kau nk jumpe aku dulu?

tapi kau tingall jauh siot

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

kau tngl woodlands !

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

tau tkp

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

dtg tamp uhq pick me up !

huhu

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

aku jumpe kau

kat tamp interchange nk?

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

hahas , aku anyting .

waitwait , nie aku cnfrm gie ker tdk .

kiter mcm fhm jerh .

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

tau tkp

tkp kite plan dulu

kalau tk jadi

bilang aku

set?

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

hahas , alryte (;

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

k so aku meet kau kat tamp int at 4? or?

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

kau dah add anak makhfuz ?

kul 4 atau earlier aytes ?

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

nty pape aku bgy cnfrmation .

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

kau bilang aku time

jgn last minute tau

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha , yerr . two daes atau one dae bfre aku blng ! (:

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

kay go!

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha , naq go anerk ?

GYLER pehh bdk .

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

-.-

maksod aku

...

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

haha , aku tau lawr . aku kacau jerh .. (:

chill .. taqya mrh (;

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

alamak si tue nie .

ane ade marah

haha

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

ehyk nie adeqadeq , bnyk bunyi !

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

ler !

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

dah uhq , aku naq update blog . mlm we continue th jokes (:

nty pape aku miss cal hp kau (:

buhbye adeqadeq (:

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

okays

bb ^^

blog kau ape?

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

kpo ! nty aku dah update aku blng (:

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

bilang je la !

eee

[u][m][a][i][r][a][h] ((: says:

beautyfromhell.blogspot.com

menyibuk ..

hahas .

kidding

dah buhbye (: menganggu ketenteraman aku !

huhu

talecaiire gyler !

☆☠яєvThëÐoq(:☠☆™ says:

ala

tc kak tue giler(:

haha

bye .

Tht was our pathetic conversation . he super mepek . hahas ..

((:

&& To someone ;
Thanks soo much fer being th most sincere person in my lyfe . why dunt u juxs cme n confront mie n express those unhappy feelings t mie ? why shud u hide those feelings infront of mie ? trying t b good or juxs act tht nth happen ? whaw , u shre those unhappy feelings t those fucking person tht i hate . isnt it great tht i knw n trust sumone whom betrayed n bckstab mie . i dunt wan t fucking cre abt ur lyf . juxs t advice u , dunt regret if those fucking person bckstab u one dae .. frm nw on , i let u do watever u wanna do . act tht u dunnoe mie in ur lyfe . aft tis , u may enjoy ur lyfe with those fucking person . act tht im juxs a stranger t u ..

&& to '' her '' ;

kau criously mencabar kemarahan aku . aku bnyk diamkn diri n juxs ignore those tht u sae abud mie . recently i juxs get a fucking story tht u sae abt us . lao kau rase taq hapie dgn kiter , asl kau taq dpt bbual dpn2 . asl mesti cite kt ornq kn . juxs get tis in ur mind ; aku taq naq kau interfere hal aku . go get ur fucking lyf ryte bfre saying abud others people lyfe . i dunt cre bitch lyk u . nw u cn fucking get out of my lyf . i dunt wanna hear any fucking story frm people mouth anymre abt my frens .

Signing Off ;
☠☆ [M]a[i] ☠☆

16 December 2009 ( Sadness Tht Need To Be Hide )

2009-12-16T06:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((:

- Peace Be Upon You ..

Sorry fer nt posting tht recently tis few weeks .

Todae post gonna b short & sweet coxs i kinda sick nw so cnt post tht long .. hehex .

didnt hve any tym t hang out with bdk 565 tis few daes coxs lots of things nid t b

settle . hmm .. sorry coxs blog gonna b dead fer sumtymes ((:

Todae plan was cancel due t court sentence . sorry gerls cnt mke it last min .

hmm .. early morn at abt 7 wake up n proceed t court . dhen waited fer all family t arrive n hve t b in before 8.45 . dhen hve sum talk abt th '' thing '' and judge sae court sentence nid t b postponed at 2.30pm . haishhsx . waste lots of our fucking tym t b there . pathetic rule . dhen we go hme n tke bro things . thot tht he would b release todae bt sad tht th cnb took hym away aft th judge discharge hym frm sentence t death .. haishhsx . tears did rolled down bt i didnt mke it obvious . my heart aches went the lawyer told us tht he didnt get t get acquitted coxs last min th cnb want hym . cnt do anyting nw unless wait fer further news ): trying t happie nw ..

Nw i kinda confused with th dcision which i nid t mke . i get t knw sumting n i kinda shock abt tht .

i acted tht i knw nth infront of u . mr playboi text mie last few daes . he ask me t text hym went im free .

i juxs dunnoe wat he want . i did reply n ask wat actually he want frm me . he sae he juxs wanted

t ask abt my news n abt my relationship . he also did sae he wanted t meet up with me sumdae .

im nt goin t mit hym . if i were t mit , i gonna bring all my guys fren . let them talk between guys .

tis few daes , sumting nt goin on ryte n i juxs nid t hide it t myself fer th tym .

* I'm not a toy . plz dun treat me like one . i hate t treated lyk a dead toy .. wen u nid sumone t talk t or alone , u cum t me bt wen u hve sumone , u dun bother bout me . *

&&& To rina , happy birthdae dearest ! may all ur wish cum true & may u've a wonderful dae todae . sorry didnt get t celebrate ur bdae with u .

- signing off ,

[m]a[i] !!

10 December 2009 ( Sentosa outing )

2009-12-10T00:02:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS ((:

- Peace Be Upon You xD

Sorry fer nt posting tis few daes .. busy slacking n goin out with bdk 565 . haha ..

Todae post will b short & sweet coxs i need t upload lots of pics at my fb n tagged .

hehe , sorry aytes ?? ((:

Picture at sentosa ((:

Hmm .. last two daes was damn awesome .. outing with bdk 565 at sentosa ..

abt 7a.m all mit at nrml place n waited fer all t arrive . haha . im kinda late tht morning . hehe .

raimi last min paitaw . he text mie n sae tht he nt goin wen i at ws . rbk kn ?? criously mke mie pissed off .

dah taq pegy beyh taq tau blng early notice . tsk .. dhen arrive n mit all there .

slack abt 15 mins n waited fer salleh n bear t cme . dhen i thot of goin hme , bt eddy n apai force mie t join .

adek jgak ! haha .. dhen aft all gather , mit shan n diana at mcd . apai clever , he sae want go ntuc . haha .

pagy2 mcm ntuc dah bukak . botak n apai was lyk super stubborn so juxs go ahead n see . haha . degil btul !

aft tht , buy snacks n drinks n take mrt t outram park . haha . kecoh uhq drg . bt they damn fun ((; dhen tke monorail t sentosa . haha . actually i dunt wanna swim bt coxs of '' them '' yq dah tolak masuk air , terpakse join jerh . hehe :D im th only gerl tht swim tht dae jdy drg busted , bully jerh ): haha . bt they super fun , we laugh alot tht dae . dhen abt 12+ , change dhen plan t go acit hse t karoake . haha . they sae i change damn long . tke 30 mins . haha . pmpn perh , mesti lawr siap lame kn . drg nie btul lawr .. taq tau sbr . dhen tke mrt t p.r . plan t stop at tamp n go hme bt tis guy called '' irwan '' stop mie . jahat btul .. haha . so no choice , jusx follow them . hah . go acit hse n karoake .. haha , super tired . th whole dae spend tyme with them . haha . dhen at nyte , slack at nrml place dhen watch them play takraw . haha . tired seyh . bt spending my whole dae with them was damn great . hehe .

* some part were nt post , lazy t type xD *

- mai

- diana

- shan

- adeq

- abg

- eddy

- bear

- apai

- faiz

- acit

- botak

- salleh

- zub

* sorry if sum names were miss , do tag if ur name were nt there kay ?. . hehe *

i wanna sae thanks them fer th great dae . hehe , u guys were awesome . haha . although im th only gerl , i dunt feel odd being with u guys there .

LoveLyfe <3 ;

Hmm .. this few daes lots of things been stacking up in my mind .

juxs dunnoe hw t sort things out between me n them .

i juxs cnt share things with anyone yet eventhough i trust them .

problems keep on stacking dae by dae . haishhsx ..

last wk , terserempak with mr playyboi .. mr biol n mie nw nt cntcting anymre . thts gd coxs

i wanna see hym t hve a happie lyf n t mve on .

'' Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul . ''

t mr biol ;

i wanna sae thanks fer all tis while .

i appreciated ur presence in my lyf .

may u hve a happie n awesome lyf

ahead n may u mit with sum1 better

in future .. takecaiire ((:

t th pathetic guy ;
kau naq maki aku ? maki lawr ehyk .
kau taq uker aku lpk dgn bdk2 tuu .
hu th hell are u t stop my lyf ?
lao drg tau sal nie , slmt ehyk kau ((:

05 December 2009 ( Awesome Memories )

2009-12-05T08:28:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS ((:

- Peace Be Upon You xD

Sorry i didnt updated my blog fer sumtymes .. been busy goin out n hanging out with my frens ..

hmm .. todae post gonna b quite long coxs i wanna talk abt those moments i had with them .

hehex ((:

Didnt took any pictures with bdk 565 ..

theres only juxs sums pics tht i took with th gerls at Wildwildwet ysterdae . huhu :D

hmm .. two daes hanging out with her at bong bangalow ((:

haha .. Didnt get t take any pictures with bdk 565 .. so no pics abt them aytes ??

okeyhsx , nw i gonna tell u mre abt my day with nana n th rest ..

Hmm .. thurs mit nana n bong at mcd . hehe . i came quite late tht afternoon . ( sorry na coxs im late ) hehex ((:

dhen terserempak with shahrul at mcd jgak . hehe . dhen aft eating , bla3 .. proceed t bangalow . i was lyke damn blank went i step in th bangalow . didnt even know any of them so kinda lost . haha .. dhen me n nana terslh masuk bilik . haha . damn paiseyh went i step in th room . sorry couplexs , menganggu krg . huhu :D dhen at abt 6 , mie n nana sit at th roof top of th bangalow . * monkeys * dhen lpk at th activity room with them . theres abt 20+ guys in th house n 10 gerls there . super kecoh there . haha .. dhen at nyte , saw apai, dol, acit n sum others guys doin sum chicken thing lawq at th kitchen . dhen they saw mie n nana goin in th kitchen .. '' bndr umah ginie biar pmpn yg uat . '' haha . busted ryte ?? regret goin t th kitchen tht nyte . haha . kidding . dhen help out t break up th chicken n put inside this big container . dhen i accidentally drop tis freaking container on th floor . haha . dol busted dhen he sae , '' ayam ader kaki uhq , dier lari dri container ..'' haha .. busted .. dhen apai plak terbalik kn th whole big container kt dlm sink . ornq sruh dier terbalik kn sikit jerh , dier terbalik kn ter whole thing . * laugh * criously th incident in th kitchen was damn kekek . mke mie laugh lyk hell tht nyte . haha ! dhen aft doin th chicken thingy , lpk in th activity room again .. nana n mie bareng2 n watch twilight . suddenly all th guys cme in n ddk with us . haha . fight with dol n acit for pillow tht nyte . haha . '' tsk , tkmu kacau dier nty dier mengamok dier campak container baru tau . '' * laugh * taq baek uhq drg . taq sengaje campak perh ! tsk3 ! dhen we ask th guys t tke fer us sums food outside . haha . dhen lpk with them there until nyte . eat , bla3 .. dhen went sumwhr . hehe :D full of fun tht nyte .. hehe :D

* some part were cut off coxs too long lawq , so lazy t type * hehe :D

hmm .. fridae morning cme bck t mit them . at 8.30 leave hme n straight t bangalow . haha ((:

dhen at bangalow , call bong ask hym t open th gate . peh lmbt naq ukak gate .. dhen atlast , acit ukak gate . haha . cme in dhen look into each room find for nana . haha . * paiseyh * dhen masuk th ryte room n sit with nana . haha . aft tht help amira cook sum maggi fer them . haha . kecoh uhqs drg , bgn pagy dah memekak . haha. dhen didi ask t cook mre maggi coxs he sae nt enough , all perut lyk harimau . haha . cook all maggi dhen gve them on th dining table . dhen eat , bla3 .. help them clean th house . haha . go inside each n all room t help th guys th th bed . haha . first room n 2nd room was fine bt th third room smue taq kasi kluar . nana jahat seyh leave mie alone dgn smue laki kt dlm . haha . drg disturb mie . haha .

wan bear ; aku dngr2 kau taq penah ader mataer ?

mie ; haha , yeapp . mane kau tau ?

wan bear ; raimi blng lawq .. knp uhqs ??

mie ; haha , pnjng uhq cerita . mls naq blng .

wan bear ; pendk kn lawq .

mie ; aku taq caye lakie uhqs . smue pembusted . hahas !

wan bear ; taq kn kau taq naq caye lakie smp iler2 kn . taq kn taq naq kahwin . haha !

mie ; haha , kahwin dah cerita laen eyh ..

* suddenly smeone sit nxt t wan bear dhen raushan sit nxt t mie *

raushan ; taq smue laki gtk perh ?

mie ; bt so far uhq , laki tht aku jmpe smue gtk . n its lyk th 8 tym i got th same cycle happening ..

wan bear ; haha , aru 8 blm 10 .

mie ; tsk .. tkpe uhq , krg taq akn fhm pn ..

raushan ; ey , naq gie anerk ? bareng dulu cerita . haha ..

mie ; tkde pape , bsk2 krg tau kay ?

raushan ; kay tkpe uh sng kate . laki kt sini smue taq pembusted mcm jantan2 kau jmpe . kau pilih yg mane kau naq ? nie kt dlm bilik nie ader rmi . th 3 solo . haha .

mie ; haha , mepek ..

raushan ; lao taq naq mataer takpe , kite ttm jerh uhq . dah bgus tuu . nty aku hntr kau smp umah . dpn pintu skali ..

mie ; * laugh *

wan bear ; btul tu kate dier .

smeone ; haha , ader 3 laki yg kt sinie , yg mane kau naq ?

mie ; aper jerh krg nie , da lah cpt ! aku naq kemas katil . * lying dwn *

wan bear ; tkpe , bareng dulu . aku dah extend bangalow nie nyer tym .

mie ; * laugh *

change topic ..

mie ; krg nie mcm pmpn lawq siap . cpt lawq ..

wan bear ; ey , lakie pn naq wangi tau .

mie ; haha , krg dah '' hansem '' lawq . tkya lame2 dpn cermin .

haikel ; * messy hair * rambut ginie lawa ?

mie : haha , lawa lawq tuu ..

raushan ; ey wan , kau pki perfume aper tu ? naq cket .

mie ; naq ! tpy .. bau laki uhq tu perfume ..

raushan ; thanks fer th perfume .

mie ; ey , aku naq lawq !

wan bear ; kasi dier lawq .

mie ; * spray3 *

wan bear & raushan & smeone ; whaw ! nie naq pki perfume tahan 4 tahun perh ?

mie ; * laugh * wait lawq .. * spray again *

all ; * laugh *

raimi cme in ..

wan bear ; jap ey , kite tgh bbual dgn adeq angkat kau nie .

raushan ; syg !

wan bear ; darling !

mie ; * laugh * mepek ..

dhen talk & jokes with them until all pack . aft pack , kemas th bed dhen leave them ..

wan bear & raushan ; umairah !

mie ; * laugh * juxs behide them ..

haha . they super funny . mke mie laugh lyk mad in th room .

dhen all pack, bla3 .. dhen get out of th chalet . haha . gonna miss th tymes in th bangalow with them . haha .

lotsx of fun jokes n talk with them th past two daes . hehe .

at nyte , aft goin out with th gerls t wildwildwet , mit them again n lpk .. * sesat * kinda luper th way t tht blok so call nana n ask her t take mie . atlast nt her tht tke mie there bt didi . haha . sorry menyusahkn krg . haha . didi ask mie th same ques again tht raushan n wan bear ask mie . why taq penah ader mataer . haha . freaking seyh .. one dae lotsx of people ask mie tht stupid question . haishhsx .. dhen cme t tht blok , saw nana, apai n smeone . luper hes name . * sorry * dhen talk n jokes . plan t go town nxt wk . dhen at abt 7.30 , went bck hme . super tired so no choice want go hme n rest . haha .

thanks all fer th great dae with u guys . hve lots of fun hanging out with u all . nice t know all of u ..

* sorry if ur name were nt remember by mie , hehe .. luper sum peeps name .. sorry aytes ?? *

Tht picture were took at wildwild wet . haha !

lotsx of fun goin out with them . haha . story will b post by them kay ?

nid t rest nw . kinda sick . sorry )):

wanna say thanks t them fer terbalik kn aku kt boyah ! kurang ajar btul ! & almost 10 tymes kena terbalik kn . haha .. zalim kn drg ? huhu :D

Signing off ;

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01 December 2009 ( Take a step frwd )

2009-12-01T00:04:00.000-08:00

Hello Dearest Readers xD

- Peace Be Upon You

Sorry fer not posting last few daes ((: busy with lots of thing n event coming up this dec .

haishhsx xD post gonna b short & sweet todae coxs lazy t post . hehe ((:

last sunday got my nephew sunat so we mke sum kenduri fer hym . so i call nana n ask her t join mie along . mit her at sk abt 6+ dhen proceed t my hse . haha . aft eat dhen got doa thingy . aft tht play game with her . hehe . lots of fun lawq . atlast got t mit her tht dae . aft play game , wen t tamp1, tm n cs t look fer sumting . hahas ((: dhen send her bck hme . did nth much todae coxs nid t look aft my nephew n niece tis week . haha :D yesterdae off t airport at abt 10 n send ayu hme ): haha , full of tearsx lawq yesterdae . quite sad wen she wen hme . hehe ((: nw , no one talking t mie n gossip anymre . haisshhsx . miss her although we fight sumtimes . tmrw goin out with ncc gerls . goin t www .. hehe :D thurs mayb got chalet . lazy t go out actually coxs dunt want t get darker . haha . skin seem t b darker aft goin fer th freestyle course . haishhsx ! yesterdae otp with dearest hajar n marfiqa until 5am . haha . sian ryte ??
lots of fun laughing n talking otp . thanks t them fer making mie laugh tht nyte . hehe xD we also k-nyte otp ysterdae .
haha , they superduper kecoh . haishhsx . '' aku dri ngantok trus taq ngantok . haha ! ''
love them lots .

&& jyeahh t ncc gerls tmrw , dunt forget abt out outing kaeys ??

&& jyeahh t dearest darlings , mie n nana plan t go town nxt wk i think ? so , mke sure mke urself free on tht dae tau ! haha ;D i or nana will update u all with th plan coming up xD

* My dreams are too high t follow . Will u fly wit me t achieve it ? OR will i be alone throughout the journey ? If love is a journey, i wish u would walk on the roses . if love is a game, i wish u wud alwaes win . if love is a dream, i wish i wud never hev to wake up again ..

Thts mie n ayu at north park bus stop ..

haha xD

i miss her soo much .

yesterdae she went bck hme , send her t airport

n cry . hahas . full of tearsx . she cry too .

awww , super sad . i jusx miss

th tyme i n her talk n jokes .

mayb we fight n argue bt she understnd mie well

this two years ((:

planning t go indon t mit her

there . hahas xD

iloveayuu ! ((:

Signing off ,

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01 December 2009 ( Broken Hearted Gerl )

2009-11-30T22:26:00.000-08:00

Beyonce - Broken Hearted gerl lyric ((:

You're everything I thought you never were

And nothing like about you could've been

But still you lived inside of me

So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I loved and not forgive

And though you've break my heart

You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me

And put tears on my face

And even now I hate you its pains me to say

I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without you babe

I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl

No broken-hearted girl

I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say

But up 'til now I've always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I wanna put this out

You say you got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me

And still you're in my heart

But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you

But I don't complain

Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away

Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without you baby

I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh

I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah

I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,

Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without my baby

I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Broken-hearted girl, no, no

No broken-hearted girl

No broken-hearted gïrl

27 November 2009 ( Fun & Loving )

2009-11-27T09:09:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((;

- Peace Be Upon You xD

I'm sorry fer nt posting this few daes bck ((: kinda busy with my freestyle course this 4 daes .

& yeahh, maybe gonna b bck t post as normal this week .. todae post gonna b short n sweet coxs kinda

in a rush t post ((: hehex . sorry aytes readers ((:

Last 4 daes was damn great . th gurl beside me n myself were send fer our FREESTYLE course at hq . hahas , quite awesome gg there . first dae did nth much jusx slack and slack xD

dhen get t knw each other frm my platoon . th first person in my grp i talk was th guys . hahas ,

they quite friendly lawr . then gather n plan abt th competition thingy . hehe . dhen last dae of course , get t knw this guy called brandon n hys fren . hehe . they keep on debating with mie abt th position thingy .hmph ): bully mie only ! hehe ;D dhen wen watching th performance ,

got t knw this guy called fahmie . he's frm grp 6 . suddenly tegur mie n disturb .

hahas , funny lawr hym . criously joker . dhen got t knw one guy called hadi too . he frm grp 4 i think . hahas . suddenly cme n said gdluck t mie . hehe . we chat alot tht dae . hehe . fahmie was super duper irritating bt he's a joker . he mke me laugh non stop .

fahmie ; ey, umairah . hello ((:

mie : hehe, hello ((:

fahmie ; dah kahwin ey awak ?

mie ; mepek .

fahmie ; brp anak dah ader ?

mie ; shuddup lawr .

hadi ; hahas , dier dah kahwin lawr . 2 suami, 1 anak .

mie ; urgh ! busted . bully jerh ): , diam uhq krg !

fahmie & hadi ; tsktsktsk .. taq baek tau .

mie ; urgh ! '' gie blkng lawr , bnyk space tu . tkmu kacau ornq . ''

fahmie ; * to behide people * move lawr, b considerate .

mie ; urgh , fahmie ! bkn drg luqhh , its u tht shud mve okeyh nt them ! sibuk jerh move sinie .

fahmie ; slh kerh ? tgk pn slh ey ?

mie ; yeluqhh , pape .

hadi ; aku mve dulu kay ? kau lyn dier :D

mie ; hadi , ddk uhq . busted . hmph ):

Tis was our conversation there ((: hahas , cute lawr them . th joke part was nt there coxs quite open . hehe ! & yeahh , conversation was nt stop there bt im jusx lazy t post th rest . hehe . sorry ((:

& yeahh , fahmie was super irritating . bye mie as if im goin t die soon . hahas . & yea t hadi congrats fer getting th top 3 . i miss them lawr . they damn fun . nvm , maybe plan t go out n slack with them . hehe . & yah, must mit me nxt yr . b there t b instructor okeyh ? love u all !

to grp 2 & th rest ;

hey all my dearest ,

maybe we dunt get top 3

bt we still cn cme bck t

b instructor there aytes ?

remember tht we are officially FREESTYLER nw .

meet all of u nxt yr kay ?

i love u all ! & t ma'am janie thnks aytes ?

to fahmie, hadi , brandon, hys fren, amirrul n yasir ;

thanks all fer making my dae !

we shud hang out n knw each other better

aytes although our sch was all different n far .

hahas , maybe all of u shud b gentlemen n cme

tamp t mit me . huhu :D kidding . yeahh, thanks

dude fer making me cheerful tht tym .

love u guys !

okeyhsx gonna end her abt freestyle course ((:

SeLaMaT HaRi RaYe AiDiLaDhA tO All ThE MuSliM PeOpLe ((:

SIGNING OFF ,

[M]A[I]

22 November 2009 ( Faded Love )

2009-11-22T07:43:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((:

- Peace Be Upon You .. xD

This gonna be my second post fer todae coxs th post before were too full of pics . hehex ((:

Bytheway, th pictures there were nt complete aytes ? mre pics at marfiqa n rina xD

& yeahh blog gonna b dead fer th tyme . sorry aytes ? goin t b busy fer 4 daes .

Love <3 ;

Yesterdae saw '' hym '' at dwntwn . haishhsx . he dun even smile t mie . atleast ur fren got th guts t smile n tegur ey . hurting ): & yeahh t someone ; dun b a jerk please ? just t stop mie ysterdae nyte t ask fer my num .. please lawrr, im nt th type of gerl entertain guys mcm krg . sorry . mr biol dunnoe gone where .

& yah , th jerk behind my hse ask my maid fer my num ? irritating . dah crk gaduh dgn kwn2 aku, ader hati naq mntk num aku . stop it ey prngi . aku tkder tyme uhq naq lyn ornq mcm krg . just wasting my tyme .

'' You never see my tears, but that doesn't mean I don't cry. You never feel my pain, but that doesn't mean I don't hurt. You only see me smile, and that doesn't mean that I am happy. ''

'' I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one who could always brighten up a day even if she couldn't brighten her own. ''

'' You smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay, when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there's nothing else you can do . ''

'' Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul . ''

Pictures tht were taken on th 090909 ((:

miss them soo much . hehex ((:

& yeahh miss goin out n hve fun with them too .

Poems tht were specially dedicated fer them ;

To me you're like an angel, sent by God above,
To cleanse my soul of sadness, and fil it with love.

You are my inspiration and I wanna thank you,

without you, I don't know what I would do.

You've changed my life around,

And turned my frown upside down.

You have showed me the way,

So that I will never stray.

For this I wanna thank you again,

For staying close by and being a friend.

And to end this off I jus wanted to say,

That if you need a friend,

I'll be there till the very end.

'' Side by side or miles apart, beloved friends are always close to the heart. ''

I miss hym n her so muchh . Nw everything end between them .

kak lina did nt even visit our family anymre .

haishhsx . she didnt keep her promises t our family n my bro .

bt nvm lawwr, let her hve her own happinest out there .

hpefully bro wont b sad . haishhsx . bro said t mum dunt

even come t visit hym . i miss hym so much . miss hys jokes n laughter .

day by day , everyone gone in th family . firstly, dad . dhen, bro . nw kak lina . dhen nxt wk my maid

goin hme . haisshsx . first sis, alwaes go out with her guy . mum n second sis

busy with work . niece n nephew goin t b staying with their dad fer sumtimes . so aft this, goin t b all

alone at hme ): jusx nw , bro fren jusx cme n talk t mum abt bro . dunnoe lawr .

i jusx hpe tyme cn b turn bck .

'' stay strong aytes bro ?? i jusx hpe u gonna b fine there . ''

Signing off ;

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22 November 2009 ( Hippie ((: ! )

2009-11-22T06:12:00.000-08:00

HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((:

- Peace Be Upon Youu .. xD

22 November 2009 ;

im just cme bck frm this pathetic hosp . sick last few daes bck ):

hehex ((: maybe people see mie fine bt deep in mie, im suffering ((:

hehex . & yeahh todae did nth much at hme, jusx go out t follow ayuu buy

her luggage coxs she goin hme nxt wk . gonna b damn sad lawwr .

i gonna miss her soo much . huhu . she th only one who alwaes hear my prob .

maybe aft she's gone, im gonna b lonely ): haishhsx .

20/21 November 2009 ;

Fridae and yesterday was super duper awesome . hehex ((: had lots of fun

enjoying eventhough sick . both dae hang out at marfiqa chalet . huhu . fridae did

nth tht much . jusx hang ut there then go mcd at dwntwn . hehe . fun lawrr . dhen at nyte,

hang out with aqilah, athira, (fren), fir, & fir fren . hehe . kecoohuhq tu jantan . lao taq

kacau aku taq sah . hehe . thts all abt fridae . hmm .. yesterdae was super fun , enjoy alots .

at abt 2 , i mke my way t ehub n mit them there . haishhsx, me ? late again . hehe . sorry krg !

hahas . dhen , aft mit rina n marfiqa, off to her chalet . help her decorate all balloon n bla3 ..

aft deco, camwhore there n here . sioww ryte ((: ?? aft deco, 3 of us off t th beach n camwhore there .

dhen mit hajar at mcd t pick her up . terserempak with this '' guy '' . haisshsx . bullshit ): taq penah tgk

ornq agaknyer . dhen aft mit hajar, hang out at mcd dhen off t chalet bck . hehe . chalet, bnyk '' mat '' lawr .

quite bad luck . dhen at nyte, go t beach n camwhore again . dhen got this '' guy '' peh lawr irritating kate '' alurrh,

sexy nyer pmpn2 nie . '' . dhen i stop n stare at hym . geram seyy , nsb rina tolak aku dpn . lao tdk dah

kene maki . tsk ! prngi . dhen at nyte send hajar n rina t th bus stop dhen off bck t chalet teman marfiqa . hehe

dier biol lawr , dah ngantok beyh termasuk slh chalet . malukn aku jerh nie bdk . hehe . thts all abt th both days ((:

camwhore pics ! ((: