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22 April 2010 [[ Happy Birthdayy ]]
Thursday, April 22, 2010  Yaw ! i'm here to wish ths guy next to mie happy birthdayy . - May all your wish and , dreams come true . Studyy hard and , pass w flyinq colours aye ? Happy Birthday To You , Happy Birthday To You , Happy Birthday To Azman , Happy Birthday To you !! ((: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GYLER ((; Labels: dotsdotsdots 19 April 2010 [[ ~ smile ]]
Monday, April 19, 2010  Do you know what it feels like to be left behind? LOSING everyone around you in such little time. I try not to worry since they're LEFT in the past but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts. It's hard to hide behind this FROWN, When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown. I've lost everyone that meant the world to me. All I have left of them are these MEMORIES. You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack. The pain of losing them will never go AWAY. I'm tired of feeling like this everyday. I feel like I no longer belong. I FAKE my happiness to show nothing's wrong. Labels: poem 11 April 2010 [[ Takinq a step forward ]]
Sunday, April 11, 2010  HEYLOW HUMANXS !!(: Yaw !! Sorry peoples fer th dead bloggy . been reallyreally busy w lots of stuff in sch . sch was okayy . class was goinq on great and lesson gettinq funn ((: thanksx t those gereqx teacherx that mke lesson interestinq . urm , only ths fuckinq physic lesson . hate tht lesson soo much . ahha . i dunt even understand a single thinq . urqhh . mid-year exam cominq but seriously physic teacher mke me stress ~ he pressure me w mid yr exam . kay , hell yeahh i dunt cre abud physic anymre . overall , every subj goinq on well and my test gettinq better . only physics )): lyfe been great ? awesome ? dunnoe yert . juxs settle those misunderstandinq w ____ . hopefully prob will get lesser aft ths and hopefully i can run frm those two guys ^^ haha . Yesterdayy was awesomee :D swimminq w golakgo ((: ahha , gereq ^^ two mths been passinq jusx lyk that eversince im missinq . ~ teeheesx . they still th old golakgo tht nvr fail t mke people smile and lauqh bcoxs of their jokes/crap . haha , had lots of funn eventhouqh didnt get t b stay there lonq . been missinq those people fer two months and yeahh atlast my wish come true ((: their crazy pictures will b upload soon ayytex .. ? Today was greatt . go out w dhem . ahaha , watch movie at ehub . plan t go cs but .. bcoxs of some reason we chanqe plan . ahha , sorry kornq )): watch ths movie , '' date niqht '' . overall that movie was okay . quite funny . th guys keep lauqhinq especially aidi . memekak snqtsnqt . ahaha , aft movie . eat at mcd ehub . dhen talktalk and hme sweet hme . ~ gonna end my post here ayttes ? ; [M]a[i] <3 -cya in th nxt post ((: Labels: love ? hate ? 07 april 2010 [[ Hopinq that miracle will happen ]]
Wednesday, April 7, 2010  HELLO READERS !! ((: Yaw ! i'm super duper boredd now .. hahxs . school was okayy ths few days . maths lesson was superb fuunn ((: others lesson was funn too ths few daes coxs of th people ard mie that mke everythinq funn . && yeahh , i'm one of th highest fer history althouqhh i slackk n didnt studyy much . ~ teehessx . Ystrdae otp w someone until 3+ . ahha , lonqlost bestie .. i nagged t ___ abud sumtinq . pathetic -.- u asked mie t lecture u early in th morninqx wen i shud b sleepinq ((: now , my eyes look lyk panda ^^ hate it . ohya , sat will b hvinq outinq agn . but still planninq where t go . some plan movie n some plan t go sheesha . text mie if u wanna join us okayy .. ? ~ teehessx .. urmm , stress ~ dhenn somehow i plan t meet ____ which ive nt met dhem abud 2 mths mayb .. ? seriously , i miss dhem badly .. been hopinq that i get t meet dhem . ahha , miss their jokes and lauqhterx . & yaw , now currentlyy chattinq w ajul . new friend mayb .. ? hahax . superduper boredd , dhenn he entertain mie . hahas ! he lauqh wen he got t know im in ncc . dhenn now he cant imagine if im th type of fierce gerl . karuut kan kan kan .. ? pandang rendah ehyy , hmph ^^ seriously , he mke mie lauqh alot sia .. chattinq w hymm superduper funn ((; huhu :D he remind mie of th person that ive regard as brother n now dunnoe what happen t hymm . haiishx . urmm , lyfe gettinq suxs ? bcoxs of th prob/game they're playinq w mie now . they say i chanqe . chanqe into someone different and , th gerl tht avoidinq people . urm , they expect mie t understand dhem wen they dunt even understand mie . please lurhh , im tryinq my best t chanqe th situation but it seems that they doesnt work togethr w mie t improve everytinq -.- im tired of playinq ths game w u guys . tired of beinq moody n not beinq th real mie . seriously , tiredd -.- if u guys hopinq that everythinq will chanqe lykk how it used t b dhen im hopinq th same thinq t happen agn )): but . it seems that u dunt even bother t sayy anytinq aft ive done my part . now , i dunt wanna cre anymre . lyk i tell u , everytinq will depend t u guys now whether t chanqe th situation or not .. haiishx .. gonna end my post here ((; ; Mai cya in th nxt post ^^ Labels: stop playinq games w mie -.- 3rd April 2010 [[ Faded Friendship ]]
Saturday, April 3, 2010  HEYLOW HUMANS ((: Yaw ! I know that my bloggy been dead fer sumtymes , sorry ayttes ? I didnt hve th tym t update due t sch n ncc stuffx . Been really busy w my ndp traininq every sat n extra classes in sch . I will keep updatinq wen im free ayttes ? - juxs cme bck frm ndp traininq . superb tiredddd )): ohya , sumtinq happen in th bus juxs nw . teehess ~ okay , met ths cutie small lil gerl in th bus sittinq nxt t mie . then ths lil gerl keep on smilinq , so i juxs smile at her . dhen she randomly said ths t mie , '' kak , namer akaq sdp . '' i was lyk , hah . random nyer budaq kechyk niey . hehx . i think she saw th name on my ncc uniform . people nwadys are juxs random -.-  umm , recently lyf goinq on great ? awesome ? dunnoe ^^ mayb lyf will b awesome n great wen im w my dearest fren n classmates tht nvr fail t mke mie smile w their jokes . hahax .. ! umm , currently hvinq sum misunderstandinq w _______ . errmm , ohya . ysterdae wen out w ayuu , shasha , suhaid , shafiq n hafiz . actually ayu n me plan t watch movie but end up we met th others n go jamminq w dhem . kay , sumpah gereq . ths is my second tym goinq jamminq n overall i think its funn ((: ~ teeehess . after jamminq , bowlinq w th guys ((: kekek sia dornq . keep on jokinq n laughinq . bowling was awesome . aku dary last trus dpat third tauuu :D haha , walaupun aku cmpk kes pemalas tapy ttp third . cheyy , mai perh :D hahahaha ! shafiq didnt get t join us t bowling coxs he need t go town )): its okay , hehx . bythway nxt wk , outinq will b cnfrm ths monday (; movie ? karaoke ? sheesha ? haha .. nxt wk will b more than 10 people coxs we plan t combine class (: so , if u wanna join beep any of us okay ? :D  To ______ ; Im sorry if im seems t be avoidinq u guys . Please lurh , its nt mie tht chanqe but its u guys . im avoidinq frm u guys coxs i knw tht u guys are happy nw . Mayb what my friends told mie is true . Its not mie tht forget abud u guys , but .. its u guys tht forget abud mie . yeah , u guys hate th new mai . th new mai tht avoidinq n ignre u guys . bt did u guys ever ask why im mkinq ths dcision .. ? if i cn chanqe th situation . All i hope is t hve th fun tht i used t hve w u guys . well , if u guys want t see th old mai . All i cn say is , im hopinq t see th old gereq guys too . - th guys tht used t b jokinq w mie and th guys tht nvr fail t mke mie smile n lauqh . now , all i knw is between u guys n mie hve driften apart , haishx . its not mie that chanqe but its u guys that startinq t chanqe . I know tht u guys wont b readinq ths , but its okayy . All i hope is t see th old gereq guys tht used t mke my lyf wonderful . '' All i need is you to complete my lyf journey . '' Maybe .. It is true that we dunt know what we have until we lose it , But it is also true that we dunt know what we have been missinq until it arrives . ; Maii ((: - cya in th nxt post .. Labels: missing u guys ]: |
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