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21 February 2010 [[ Memories ]]
Sunday, February 21, 2010  HEYLOW HEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WHOLE !! (x Lyfe gettinq well ? suxs ? erm , idk . juxs facinq w lots of stuffx & probs ths few daes ]: i've been missinq my loves one lately . althouqh im busy w my stuffx but i juxs cnt put those memories w dhem aside . ermm , missinq dhem lyk hell . all i cn do is hope fer th best between us n sumtinq miracle t happen . haishx ! juxs finish readinq sumone blog n saw ths post . seriously hurt wen he sae tht t _____ . only tearsx cn express how hurt my heart readinq hys blog . Is ths how people sae promise ? & Is promises are meant t b broke ? '' Pictures will fade , but memories will last forever . '' Do you know what it feels like to be left behind ? Losing everyone around you in such little time. I try not to worry since they're left in the past but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts . It's hard to hide behind this frown , When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown . I've lost everyone that meant the world to me . All I have left of them are these memories . You have no idea how badly I want them back . But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack . The pain of losing them will never go away . I'm tired of feeling like this everyday . I feel like I no longer belong . I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong .  Saw mie ? hahsx . thts my new CRAZY class . i miss my last yr class . aiyoo . althouqh ths class wasnt tht fun lyk last yr but it seems tht we strt t bond w each other ths few daes . mayb bondinq will juxs strt if theres a fiqht w teacher . hahs . class hve help mie alot whenever im in trouble w those fuck up teacher . thanks t dhem ayttes ? ((: juxs one thinq abud dhem , all they knw is mke trouble in sch . haiyoo . lesson goinq on great w dhem . nvr feel tired coxs of th hyper active student tht kept makinq jokes (x Last friday had our cross country at bedok . superduper fun (x almost half of my class didnt run , except mie (; gud gerl ryte ? :p dhen , sum funny stuff happen . - laugh - wont elaborate here :D dhen ncc gerls got duty tht dae , givinq out awards . so , i help out t gve awards t th b-boys . aft sch wen t tamp inter (x ferst , follow marfiqa go bank . dhen go kfc . - bad luck - regret goinq there . hahs . ; Maiii <3 - see ya in th nxt post . blog goinq t b INACTIVE fer th tymm currently busy w sch (x Labels: promises ? 15th February 2010 [ Forget th past , & strt a new lyf (x ]
Monday, February 15, 2010  HEYLOW HEYLOW WHORLD WIDE WHORLD (x Sorry fer not postinq th last few weeks . been busy w sch stuff n ncc . ermm , lyf seems t b suxs ths few daes , facinq w lots of prob ]: todae was quite awesome , wen out with ncc gerls . hahas . pictures at fb kay ? bt sadly , saw hymm ! urgh , seriously sad . haishhsx ! tmrw mayb goinq out w ayuu (: hahas . currently chattinq w sir anthony , he ask abud spec course . i dunt want t go phase 1 bt no choice . haiyoo ~ - currently msg w sumone , hahas . superduper bored now !  [T]hank [Y]ou !! :D 10th February 2010 (x I wanna sae thanks soo much t all tht wish mie n clbrt my special dae . seriously , u guys mke my dae really memorable although im dwn on tht dae . thanks fer th bdae cke tht u guys buy , th bdae clbration at pastamania n th bdae song tht all of u sing for mie at canteen . i really appreciate tht i got frens lyk u guys . ths yr bdae clbrtion was reallyreally awesome even i lost my loved ones :D once again , thank you soo much all fer beinq there w mie durinq my bdae .   && jyeahh , thanks t my dad fer th $50 n cake . & thanks t mum fer th bdae clbration w cousinx love . & thanks t my aunty tht gve mie $30 fer my bdae (: && jyeahh lastly , t ncc gerls , ayu , airah , didi & th others frm eastview :D mre pictures at fb kaeysx ? ((:  To My Dearest One & Only Bestie ; Thanks fer beinq there whenever i need u . Seriously i dunt expect ths t happen bt i juxs dunnoe wat t do . i cnt afford losing sumone which ive regard as my bestie . i reallyreally hpe tht u will understand mie . i didnt mean t hurt ur feelinqs bt fer mie nw frenship is much mre worth . i treasure u soo much . theres a reason why i mke ths dcision n i knw u knew abud it . i juxs cnt face th fact tht thinqs end . bt nvm lawr , lyf nid t go on kaeys ? forget th past & strt a new lyf coxs aft ths thinq settle i will juxs forget abud everythinq . if we are fated t b bestfren or frens agn one dae , dhen gud if nt all i cn sae is thanks dear . i really treasure our frenship ((: takecaiire & hve a happie lyf ahead . See ya in th nxt post (x ; Mai ((: Labels: goodbye Thursday, February 4, 2010  ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM xD. peace be upon. its AIRAAH here once again ;P. mai, loves to leave her blog unattendedly so im here to update for her. hehs. im actually blank and gort nothing to say. ferstly, im desperately waiting for 10 feb, you know i know hahs ;X. CONGRATS to her for passing her POA ;). im proud of her, jyeaaaaah! thousand claps for her. hehs. well, her birthday is gettig near. and she's nort in the mood to it. i could understand why she feels so. shes hoping to celebrate with her loves ones that currently threwing her with all the accusation. but no matter wart, i will do my very very best to a back up birthday celebration haha! xP. kawans kawans, narq join? meh txt airah kaeyys? hehe. mai, you sit one corner kaeyss? lastly, i wanted to say that, this blog is belong to mai, so she gort the rights to say or do whatever with it and as a blog hopper, youre allow to read and see BUT if you think her blog affect you i guess, you should just stop seeing it and simply click the x on the above right corner. her blog her say... condem her, state your name big big kay? im going now, byees. with loved., ; AIRAAH 1st February 2010 ( Endinq Frendship )
Monday, February 1, 2010  HEYLOW HEYLOW WHORLD WIDE WHORLD !! ((: Mai here ((: sorry fer nt postinq last few daes . been too busy with ncc n stuffs . thanksx t airahh fer th update ((: && yahh , freestyle competition is nxt two wks , & jyeahh , im damn stress abud it . hopee tht evs ncc gerls could mke it t semi-final ths tymm . && yahh , my class deco was suxs ! cnt describe . i criously gve up with my class . ths is th worst class i ever met in my entire lyfe n th ferst class tht i goin t gve up on . been absent th past few daes , hiqh fever n heard many fiqhtinq goinq on in class ]: even teacher n my classmates was lyk callinq back up ! wth ! && nw i nid t write report abud th fiqht ?! wen im nt even in sch . aiyoo . LOTX of prob been strikinq mie ths past wks . i juxs cnt tke it anymre . && yahh bdae cuminq bt lyfe seems t b suxs ! nt in th mood t clbrt bdae ths yr . all th plan tht i mke earlier , im goinq t cancel . so t huever tht makinq plans , juxs bck off . im nt interested in goinq or hvinq any fun on my bdae ths yr . - been stressinq & tearsinqx over those probs th past few daes . all i wish fer my bdae is those stff settle (x && yeahh , juxs dunnoe why my tearsx rolled dwn wen i slack with ncc gerls juxs nw . pathetic uhq mai ! aiyoo . haishhsx . ive been hidinq ths a few wks n shudnt reveal those feelinq of anger , sad n confused t anyone bt jusx nw suddenly ths stupid tearsx rolled dwn wen hajar talk abud those stff . erm , im still hvinq fever & bloq nt goin t b update as recent ayttes ? sorry readers .. && yeahh t dhemm , nvm lawr . i tink u guys juxs hve fun kaeysx ? u guys shud knw my reason . i wont want t explain muchh , coxs u guys wont understand those feelinqs . & remember tht i wont forget u guys lawr . wtv it is , memories tht i spend with all of u was th best n awesome tymm (x  Do you know what it feels like to be left behind ? Losing everyone around you in such little time. I try not to worry since they're left in the past but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts . It's hard to hide behind this frown , When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown . I've lost everyone that meant the world to me . All I have left of them are these memories . You have no idea how badly I want them back . But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack . The pain of losing them will never go away . I'm tired of feeling like this everyday . I feel like I no longer belong . I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong . - poemx dedicated fer ''dhem'' . ( sorry if im th caused & yahh i knw tht those arguements n misunderstandinq is all strted by mie . so yahh , i tink i nid t tke my steps bck n juxs let u go eventhough its hrd. ) - t class , ( im juxs gve up with u guys . u guys were th ferst class tht i gve up on . is ths th spirit tht a class shud hve ? & all u guys knw is fightinq n mkinq prob . wats wrnq with u guys ? nt maturee enough ? frm nw on , im mkinq my dcision of steppinq dwn . wtv tht u guys tink gud fer u , juxs do it kay ? i dunt want t involve. ) - t herr , ( u expect us t understand ur condition ? yahh , hw abud th others gerls tht hve medical condition too . u give us lotx of stupid n unreasonable reason abud nt cuminq dwn t traininq bt we gve u face n nw u sayinq tht we dunt understand ur situation ? i dunt want t scold n shout t u , bt it seems tht ure askinq for it . i juxs cnt stand with ur attitude . go n tink lawr babe . i dunt want t talk much with u . it will juxs mke mie pissed off , so tink throughly. - t my dearest brother , i miss u t th maxx ! i hate ths year bdae . i feel crious bored clbrtinq my 15 bdae without u . nt only u bt my dearest frenx too . i miss those jokes n laughter . i miss those bdae gifts n th bdae wish tht u gve mie . i juxs want my bdae t b clbrated with u . mum said i goinq t visit u on my bdae , & yahh i surely cry . hehx . hopee ure fine there . miss u ONE & ONLY BROTHER LUVED ! (x '' Woke up with tearsx in my eyes , i keep wonderinq why ? And i realize ... That's because i'm missinq a nice and true friend lyke dhem ]: '' - gonna end my post here (: && t her thanks fer callinq mie slut n maki mie all tht . hate mie all u want kaeysx ? i dunt cre anymre (x && yeahh , wanna tell u guys ths . please dunt mke or plan anytinq fer my bdae . i wont hve th mood t clbrt n hve funn . 9 mre daes :-( ; Maii xD Labels: lettinq go eventhough its hard |
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