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01 December 2009 ( Broken Hearted Gerl )
Monday, November 30, 2009  Beyonce - Broken Hearted gerl lyric ((: You're everything I thought you never were And nothing like about you could've been But still you lived inside of me So tell me how is that You're the only one I wish I could forget The only one I loved and not forgive And though you've break my heart You're the only one And though there are times when I hate you Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me And put tears on my face And even now I hate you its pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day I don't wanna be without you babe I don't want a broken heart Don't wanna to take breath without you babe I don't want to play that part I know that I love you but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no I don't want a broken heart I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl No broken-hearted girl I'm no broken-hearted girl There's something that I feel I need to say But up 'til now I've always been afraid That you would never come around And still I wanna put this out You say you got the most respect for me But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me And still you're in my heart But you're the only one And yes there are times when I hate you But I don't complain Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say That I will be there at the end of the day I don't wanna be without you babe I don't want a broken heart Don't wanna to take breath without you baby I don't want to play that part I know that I love you but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no I don't want a broken heart I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl No, no, no broken-hearted girl Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free To spread my wings and fly away, away with you, Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh... I don't wanna be without my baby I don't want a broken heart Don't wanna to take breath without my baby I don't want to play that part I know that I love you but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no I don't want a broken heart I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl No, no, no broken-hearted girl Broken-hearted girl, no, no No broken-hearted girl No broken-hearted gïrl Labels: broken hearted ?? 27 November 2009 ( Fun & Loving )
Friday, November 27, 2009  HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((; - Peace Be Upon You xD I'm sorry fer nt posting this few daes bck ((: kinda busy with my freestyle course this 4 daes . & yeahh, maybe gonna b bck t post as normal this week .. todae post gonna b short n sweet coxs kinda in a rush t post ((: hehex . sorry aytes readers ((: Last 4 daes was damn great . th gurl beside me n myself were send fer our FREESTYLE course at hq . hahas , quite awesome gg there . first dae did nth much jusx slack and slack xD dhen get t knw each other frm my platoon . th first person in my grp i talk was th guys . hahas , they quite friendly lawr . then gather n plan abt th competition thingy . hehe . dhen last dae of course , get t knw this guy called brandon n hys fren . hehe . they keep on debating with mie abt th position thingy .hmph ): bully mie only ! hehe ;D dhen wen watching th performance , got t knw this guy called fahmie . he's frm grp 6 . suddenly tegur mie n disturb . hahas , funny lawr hym . criously joker . dhen got t knw one guy called hadi too . he frm grp 4 i think . hahas . suddenly cme n said gdluck t mie . hehe . we chat alot tht dae . hehe . fahmie was super duper irritating bt he's a joker . he mke me laugh non stop . fahmie ; ey, umairah . hello ((: mie : hehe, hello ((: fahmie ; dah kahwin ey awak ? mie ; mepek . fahmie ; brp anak dah ader ? mie ; shuddup lawr . hadi ; hahas , dier dah kahwin lawr . 2 suami, 1 anak . mie ; urgh ! busted . bully jerh ): , diam uhq krg ! fahmie & hadi ; tsktsktsk .. taq baek tau . mie ; urgh ! '' gie blkng lawr , bnyk space tu . tkmu kacau ornq . '' fahmie ; * to behide people * move lawr, b considerate . mie ; urgh , fahmie ! bkn drg luqhh , its u tht shud mve okeyh nt them ! sibuk jerh move sinie . fahmie ; slh kerh ? tgk pn slh ey ? mie ; yeluqhh , pape . hadi ; aku mve dulu kay ? kau lyn dier :D mie ; hadi , ddk uhq . busted . hmph ): Tis was our conversation there ((: hahas , cute lawr them . th joke part was nt there coxs quite open . hehe ! & yeahh , conversation was nt stop there bt im jusx lazy t post th rest . hehe . sorry ((: & yeahh , fahmie was super irritating . bye mie as if im goin t die soon . hahas . & yea t hadi congrats fer getting th top 3 . i miss them lawr . they damn fun . nvm , maybe plan t go out n slack with them . hehe . & yah, must mit me nxt yr . b there t b instructor okeyh ? love u all ! to grp 2 & th rest ; hey all my dearest , maybe we dunt get top 3 bt we still cn cme bck t b instructor there aytes ? remember tht we are officially FREESTYLER nw . meet all of u nxt yr kay ? i love u all ! & t ma'am janie thnks aytes ? to fahmie, hadi , brandon, hys fren, amirrul n yasir ; thanks all fer making my dae ! we shud hang out n knw each other better aytes although our sch was all different n far . hahas , maybe all of u shud b gentlemen n cme tamp t mit me . huhu :D kidding . yeahh, thanks dude fer making me cheerful tht tym . love u guys ! okeyhsx gonna end her abt freestyle course ((: SeLaMaT HaRi RaYe AiDiLaDhA tO All ThE MuSliM PeOpLe ((: SIGNING OFF , [M]A[I] Labels: freestyler 22 November 2009 ( Faded Love )
Sunday, November 22, 2009   HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((: - Peace Be Upon You .. xD This gonna be my second post fer todae coxs th post before were too full of pics . hehex ((: Bytheway, th pictures there were nt complete aytes ? mre pics at marfiqa n rina xD & yeahh blog gonna b dead fer th tyme . sorry aytes ? goin t b busy fer 4 daes . Love <3 ; Yesterdae saw '' hym '' at dwntwn . haishhsx . he dun even smile t mie . atleast ur fren got th guts t smile n tegur ey . hurting ): & yeahh t someone ; dun b a jerk please ? just t stop mie ysterdae nyte t ask fer my num .. please lawrr, im nt th type of gerl entertain guys mcm krg . sorry . mr biol dunnoe gone where . & yah , th jerk behind my hse ask my maid fer my num ? irritating . dah crk gaduh dgn kwn2 aku, ader hati naq mntk num aku . stop it ey prngi . aku tkder tyme uhq naq lyn ornq mcm krg . just wasting my tyme . '' You never see my tears, but that doesn't mean I don't cry. You never feel my pain, but that doesn't mean I don't hurt. You only see me smile, and that doesn't mean that I am happy. '' '' I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one who could always brighten up a day even if she couldn't brighten her own. '' '' You smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay, when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there's nothing else you can do . '' '' Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul . ''  Pictures tht were taken on th 090909 ((: miss them soo much . hehex ((: & yeahh miss goin out n hve fun with them too . Poems tht were specially dedicated fer them ; To me you're like an angel, sent by God above, To cleanse my soul of sadness, and fil it with love. You are my inspiration and I wanna thank you, without you, I don't know what I would do. You've changed my life around, And turned my frown upside down. You have showed me the way, So that I will never stray. For this I wanna thank you again, For staying close by and being a friend. And to end this off I jus wanted to say, That if you need a friend, I'll be there till the very end. '' Side by side or miles apart, beloved friends are always close to the heart. ''  I miss hym n her so muchh . Nw everything end between them . kak lina did nt even visit our family anymre . haishhsx . she didnt keep her promises t our family n my bro . bt nvm lawwr, let her hve her own happinest out there . hpefully bro wont b sad . haishhsx . bro said t mum dunt even come t visit hym . i miss hym so much . miss hys jokes n laughter . day by day , everyone gone in th family . firstly, dad . dhen, bro . nw kak lina . dhen nxt wk my maid goin hme . haisshsx . first sis, alwaes go out with her guy . mum n second sis busy with work . niece n nephew goin t b staying with their dad fer sumtimes . so aft this, goin t b all alone at hme ): jusx nw , bro fren jusx cme n talk t mum abt bro . dunnoe lawr . i jusx hpe tyme cn b turn bck . '' stay strong aytes bro ?? i jusx hpe u gonna b fine there . '' Signing off ; [m]a[i] Labels: Sacred love 22 November 2009 ( Hippie ((: ! )
 HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ((: - Peace Be Upon Youu .. xD 22 November 2009 ; im just cme bck frm this pathetic hosp . sick last few daes bck ): hehex ((: maybe people see mie fine bt deep in mie, im suffering ((: hehex . & yeahh todae did nth much at hme, jusx go out t follow ayuu buy her luggage coxs she goin hme nxt wk . gonna b damn sad lawwr . i gonna miss her soo much . huhu . she th only one who alwaes hear my prob . maybe aft she's gone, im gonna b lonely ): haishhsx . 20/21 November 2009 ; Fridae and yesterday was super duper awesome . hehex ((: had lots of fun enjoying eventhough sick . both dae hang out at marfiqa chalet . huhu . fridae did nth tht much . jusx hang ut there then go mcd at dwntwn . hehe . fun lawrr . dhen at nyte, hang out with aqilah, athira, (fren), fir, & fir fren . hehe . kecoohuhq tu jantan . lao taq kacau aku taq sah . hehe . thts all abt fridae . hmm .. yesterdae was super fun , enjoy alots . at abt 2 , i mke my way t ehub n mit them there . haishhsx, me ? late again . hehe . sorry krg ! hahas . dhen , aft mit rina n marfiqa, off to her chalet . help her decorate all balloon n bla3 .. aft deco, camwhore there n here . sioww ryte ((: ?? aft deco, 3 of us off t th beach n camwhore there . dhen mit hajar at mcd t pick her up . terserempak with this '' guy '' . haisshsx . bullshit ): taq penah tgk ornq agaknyer . dhen aft mit hajar, hang out at mcd dhen off t chalet bck . hehe . chalet, bnyk '' mat '' lawr . quite bad luck . dhen at nyte, go t beach n camwhore again . dhen got this '' guy '' peh lawr irritating kate '' alurrh, sexy nyer pmpn2 nie . '' . dhen i stop n stare at hym . geram seyy , nsb rina tolak aku dpn . lao tdk dah kene maki . tsk ! prngi . dhen at nyte send hajar n rina t th bus stop dhen off bck t chalet teman marfiqa . hehe dier biol lawr , dah ngantok beyh termasuk slh chalet . malukn aku jerh nie bdk . hehe . thts all abt th both days ((: camwhore pics ! ((:                  Labels: faded smile ((: 19 November 2009 ( Sacrifice )
Thursday, November 19, 2009  HELLO DEAREST READERS ((: - Peace Be Upon You xD Sorry fer nt posting last few daes . ive been quite busy with ncc shooting n camp . Todae post gonna be short and sweet coxs im just here t post my experience abt th shooting at safti and my camp tht were held at pulau ubin ((: 16/november/2009 ; Last monday was damn awesome . sec 2 ncc gerls n boys were off for our SAR21, SESSION AUTOMATIC SHOOTING(saw) and lastly th N16 . hehex ((: th shooting were held at safti . th shooting was damn fun especially th sar21 riffle . hehex ((: nxt yr gonna try th sar21 life shooting .. cnt wait fer nxt yr lawrr . hehe . dhen at there saw campsteel frens too . hehe . mostly th guys tht were there . saw azreen n dino too . hehex . aft th shooting, i n husna went off to class bbq pit . stay there until nytez n hang out with all th guys . hehe . awesome xD all th boys force mie to follow them go swamp n adventure there . sian ryte ?? hahas, bt i didnt go atlast coxs th gerls didnt want to join :( at abt 10, all of us wen hme . 17/november/2009 ; At abt 7.15, all of us mke our way t sch n fall in . dhen at abt 8, all of us mke our way t changi n tke our boat t pulau ubin . camp was damn great n fun . firstly all of us went into th jungle n learn abt diff plants . we even try t eat all th diff kinds of plants . im th first gerl t try this particular plant tht is damn bitter n criously i cnt stand th taste of th plant . hehe . aft tht, all of us were t walk deep into this jungle in pulau ubin . hahas ((: tht was th most fun part tht we had there . aft tht, we learn hw t kill n skin frog . we also learn hw t mke trap . th used of learning this is t find food t survive in a jungle wen we were stuck there . hehe . quite pathetic bt fun lawr . tht nyte was damn irritating, cnt sleep coxs tent were flood with water aft rain stops . hehe . only my tent cnt sleep tht nyte . haiyoo ((: tht nyte, had our bbq . hahas . dhen i help out th guys t cook their maggi . hehe . cnt elaborate sum part of th camp experience . hehe . so end here abt camp aytes ?? Love <3 ; i miss mr playboi, just got news abt hym a few daes bck . haisshhx . cnt elaborate here . mr hawtstuff msg me tht dae bt i didnt eplie hys msg . hmm .. mr biol plaq, gone . dunnoe luqhh . this few daes there sumting happen t me . haishh . does sacrifice someone t my fren will hurt me or making me happie ? dunnoe luqhh . lyfe is jusx too hurting and complicated fer mie . does i hve my own happiness ?? I hpe i cn juxs run frm reality. '' All i cn do is SMILE and PRETEND everything is okay . '' CAMP & INTERACTIVE BATTLEFIELD PICS WILL B UPLOADED SOON ((: camp pictures ;    old pictures ;     Raya pics with class ;       Signing off ; [m]a[i] Labels: complicated love 13 November 2009 ( Pain That Cant Be Cure )
Friday, November 13, 2009  HELLO DEAREST READERS !! ( Peace Be Upon You ) Sorie fer nt posting tht recently this few daes . im kinda busy with ncc stuff n sch . && im sorry coxs todae post gonna be short and sweett since im nt in the mood this few daes ((:  9 november 2009 ; i wanna wish this couplexs , happy belated 2nd mth anniversary ((: last long aytes couple .. be happie & dun argue sllu tau :D stay sweet couple alwaes darling ((: Nur Afnah Bte Jumali and Muhammad Raimi Bin Rohaizat ((: HaPpY TwO-MoNtH AnNiVeRsArY ((:  10 november 2009 ; Tht dae was damn awesome . go out with all ncc gerls . hahas . they damn kecoh . all were there except farhana, husna and aini ): quite fun uhq hang out n spend tyme with all the gerls . first we went to mangrove swamp t hang out . dhen went to ehub n eat at mcd . aft eating all dcided t go red house . hahas ((: iler smp sane yg nk masuk atlast 4 . pathetic knn ?? so we all cancel n taq jady masuk . dhen plan to go with the guys on fridae, 13 nov . hehe :D aft our great walk, all of us went t aqilah hse n hang out till 8 ?? then bck t hme sweet hme . quite hyper tht dae coxs all of us was damn active tht we did sumting funny . Gerls tht were there ; me, marfiqa, rina, hajar, aqilah, shafiqah, atiqah ((: 12 november 2009 ; Yesterdae was damn great . four gerls were selected t go imt shooting competition .. me, marfiqa, hajar & shafiqah . hahas :D we did damn badly fer th competition bt atleast i got 5 ?? hajar too . shafiqah n marfiqa got 0 . bt nvm , i know tht this is just our luck t pass ((: th guys score quite well fer th competition . hahas :D as per normal luqhh, ncc gerls cnt shoot . if shoot cnfrm out of point . hehe . aft th shooting competition, four of us went t rasa 21 n eat . all of us were confused n dunnoe wat t eat . hehe . we were lyke th only grp tht mke noise at there n laugh lyke hell . haha . drg uhq, memalukn jerh . tsk ! haha . then got this old man tegur 4 of us, adeq nie smue army ? wat a stupid ques . dah terang2 kiter pki baju ncc n bley tny agy . haha . dhen abt 6+ we went bck hme ((: 13 november 2009 ; Todae was fucking sad . haishhx . i got 303 fer my nxt yr class . class was superr duper bullshit . maybe im goin to appeal fer another class . ma'am is trying t help me with this . hpefully i will get to change class ): nt in th mood to go out n otp this few daes, so hp gonna be off fer th tyme . sorie ):  '' Sometimes in order to not fall apart, you have to let go of what keeps you together . '' Pictures that were taken just now ; Enjoy :D    Signing Off ; [m]a[i] Labels: faded love camwhore pics of mie ((:
Sunday, November 8, 2009          Hello Dearest Readers ! Sorry, Todae kinda nt in th mood to post . So Enjoy Th Pictures aytes ?? Takecaiire ((: iloveyou ! xD Labels: lonely |
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