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20 october 2009 ( confused over wat happen )
Tuesday, October 20, 2009  Hello Dearest Readers ((: -Peace Be Upon You .. Todae post will be short and sweet as i kinda lazy to post . Bt this someone asked me to post . SCHOOL .. Todae sch quite okeh uhqs . hehe . this morning someone make me laugh ((: He seriously busted . dh tau beyh taq naq blng pape ! hahas . nsb u the only one tht saw im reading tht stupid peribahasa . hahas .. paiseyh tau ! bt its okeh, i wanna sae thanks fer telling me tht stupid incident . hehe . anw todae is my last paper & tht is science . the subject tht i hate the most . huhu :D ~ the paper was okehokeh uhqs . just tht i forgot some stupid things tht i shud remember . urgh ! nvm .. hehe . jyeahh ! atlast my end of the year exam end todae . so dun hve to stress tht much over studies . hehe . i hpe i cn get wat i desire for tis year . hehe . exam todae end abt 10.15 so i, hajar and shafiqah meet ma'am lina at homec room . did some stupid form thingy fer tis thurs competition dhen went out of sch to search fer ncc gurls . haiyoo .. hehe . dhen dcided to hang out at sch bbt . guess what ?! i meet mr hawtstuff . hehe . he hang out near east view just nw . he sae i sombong nw, dun wan to tegur hym . hmph :( ! mcm mane nk tegur, lau ur gurl ader pt situ . ish ! anw, we did exchange number just nw . hehe ! errr, kayy watever .. hahas . aft tht wen to bbt n hang out wif hazam . dier nyer kacau, tk agakagak tau . geramm ! urghh ! if i get you, jage ! aku cekik kau ! huahaha .. evil ryte ? hehe .. dhen send shaf, hajar n yani hme . hehe .. tmrw no sch, so maeb goin somewhere .. BUSY .. anw, blog going to be dead next week as my schedule will be packed wif ncc stuffs & camps .. sorie aytes ((: - orienteering competition 22 0ct -campsteel next week LOVE ... haixxx, anw im confused this few daes . mr hawtstuff and me just started to cntct each other . dhen he ask me abt my love lyfe . haiyoo . im nt into anyone fer nw uhqs . haishh . lgylgy tdy he confess to me tht he lyke me & he asked me if i wan to hve any guy . & nw he ask me if i lyke hym .. i just dunnoe seyh wat to say . im just scared tht he would hurt my feelings . hmm .. i just couldnt make my ryte decision nw . ''All i want is ONE boy, to prove that they're not all the same .'' i just tell tis to someone, he sae if i stead wif hym, it will be hard for hym & them . haishh .. dhen, mr biol plak say he want to asked me fer stead aft my exam . urgh ! i just still couldnt forget abt wat happen last tyme so i dun tink i choose any of them . haishh . i still remember hys last word to me '' Don't let someone become a priority in your life. when you are just an option in theirs ! '' PROBLEM.. To someone ; thanks ehk fer everyting tht u did . you put the blame on me plak nw ?u sae i didnt text u ? yah ure ryte . bt u expect me as a gurl to strt the conversation ? woww ! && i didnt know tht bcoz of me, ur prob wif ''her'' getting worse .. oops, maeb i shud sae sorie if im the caused of everyting . so nw ure trying to sae tht im the one who influence her ? or either someone who make things worse between both of you .. haixx, ur words criously hurt me. ''urgh. i didnt smbng kt dier.i asked her for help on smtg. bt in the end the prob mken teruk gitu.so i didnt quite layan dier. beh dier pn da tk msg or wat pe. tkpe la. i wont hate her .she's a great friend. tk sampai hati nk benci dier. bt in the end dier kate gitu ? hmm,ntah la ehk '' msh ingt tht word tht u told ur new fren ? or so called bestie .. i just here to asked you, wat actually those phrase means ? cn u explain to me wat exactly i did sae ? ohyaa ! maeb i got sae uhq luper kwn . selain tu ? ader ? bt isnt it ryte ? aft u know those sincere frens, u ignore me & ''her'' . u dun even tegur us wen we walk pass u . u make us as if we are invisible . nw, im losing u smehw . bt suprisingly, sum1 which i know and regard as bestie dcided to break our frenship just bcoz of u . SHE prefer to break our frenship if i dun forgive you . wow ! u tink its fun fer us ?it's criously hurting & too much .both of us treat u lyke our bestie or even brother .bt haixx, didnt expect tht those things cn happen .it may be easy to sae sorie bt it cnt cure the hurt tht u done towards us . maybe i cn forgive you bt i just sad tht someone whom i trusted too much sae those things to me .mai rase, mai dh mls and i had enough of all this so sng kate, gy hooray2 & enjoy ur new lyfe wif ur new frens. between us fullstop. i dnt want to get involve anymre ohkay ?bye . hve fun wif ur new perfect frens ((: & thanks fer being the most great fren to me all this while :D gonna end my post here fer todae . ((: loves; [m]a[i] Labels: confused |
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