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28 August 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009  Heyy dearest readers ! :D Todae was damn awesome :] lesson was lyke super duper slack .. sci, wtv lurh ehk . den music lesson listen to songs n have sum chats wif my bestie :D maths ? learn the same thing .. hist ? slack coz mdm nisha mc fer the dae . ~ weee !~ den suddenly, mr qwan appear in my class . he lecture us abt 1 hr ! all the crap things abt fighting . haishh . den suddenly he shout my name, '' mai, are u okeh ? i heard tht u mc fer two daes ? '' hahas ! muke aku trus blank . he's funny actuali. ntah mane lurh dia dpt info aku mc dua hari .. aft sch, wen hme straight. plan to go work bt cancel last min. so, i ask hajar n rina to cme over my hse n slack . hahas . kekek uhhs drg ! spray muke aku dgn air ! jahat ! huahahha .. thanks to them fer teaching me :D anw i miss my brother alot . haishh . i hpe i cn mit hym ! i wonder how he is now . i miss all his jokes n craps . '' abg, if u were to b wif us nw how fun lyfe will be ryte ? i juz felt tht tis year fasting mth is nt kecoh lyke the last past years wen u were wif us. we miss all the tymes wen fasting n raye wif u . u are the one tht alwaes get ready our hse fer raye. bt nw u r nt wif us .. i miss those moments u disturb me . although sumtimes i hate u, nw i realised tht u r the only brother that i got n i love u soo much . although we fought sumtimes, bt those moments were damn swit fer me . i wont 4get the tymes wen u teach me wen i was pri 3 . i hpe u will b fine there . do tkcre . imysm :( '' anw, all my ca2 results are out n im quite hapie wif it . only sum subjects was nt tht satisfied fer me especially sci . i hve no comment wif my sci results .. haishh . sad to see my sci to b tht bad :( i wanna thanks to this dearest teacher, MR KINGSTON ! hehe . he make us improve alot wif our maths . thnks to hym n mr ngoh . hahas ! anw i gonna end here fer todae post :D To wasylah ; HAPPIE BIRTHDAE DEAR ! may all ur wish n dreams cum true :] &&& may u n ur guy last long dear :D semoga pnjng umur dan murah rezeki :] i will sing u a bdae song aites :) HaPi bDaE tO yOu, HaPi bDaE tO yOu, HaPi bDaE tO WASYLAH <3> HaPi bDaE tO yOu :D love u dearest ! :) To dearest trustworthy fren ; kau tkmu risau. aku msh ingt kata2 aku. aku mmg kasi kau pegy dgn dia . aku tk penah larang kau bt theres sumting tht i know & u dun know abt it. maeb one dae i will open things out. aku dgn kau, tk gaduh. aku cuma rase we shud keep a distance away fer the tyme. aku rase kau bleh fkr yg terbaik. up to u. decision aku msh blum berubah. aku tk tau whether things shud b alryte between me & her . aku msh fkrkn . if aku rase tk nk den tk nk . kau nk dgn dia tu hak kau . aku tk nk tu pmpn kata aku influence org plak. tu hak kau lau kau nk dgn dia. we dun force u. aku pn tk influence bdk2 yg laen to hate her bt den drg ader sbb drg asl drg tk uker tu pmpn . & i hve my own reason y. dun ask us why we hate her. if kiter tk nk maafkn dia tu decision kiter. aku tau niat kau baek nk settle, bt i tell u once . if our decision end nt to maafkn dia means NO. ur words shudnt b tht harsh wen u trying to support her. kiter tk nk gaduh dgn kau sal tu pmpn. i tink its ridiculous fer us to hve a argue abt tht gurl. aku nk one thing dri kau, nt to masuk campor. let things b this way. lau dia nk sedeyh, tu hal dia. dia ader kwn2 dia dgn dia. lau kau nk b by her side, go .. we wont slhkn kau. lau kat ncc, i will take things to b nth. mcm aku kata, dlm ncc laen, luar ncc laen. dlm ncc, we shud work 2gether bt nt outside ncc. pasal maafkn, biar kita sndr yg fkr. no one cn change our thinking except ourselves. lau kau tk nk ncc gurls yg laen to hate u, i hpe u wont interfere in tis thing. we dun wan to hve conflict wif our own fren bcoz of her ! I wish one dae you will miss me so terribly that no matter how hard you look for me, you won't find me. why ? Because, i want you to miss me the way im missing you ..... love, [m][a][i] <3 Labels: u left me unattended 26 august 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009  heyylow dearest readers :] Tis few daes was lyke damn irritating. every single dae cnfrm got sum1 trying to test my patience. im fasting n those idiots out there, trying to test my patience. haishh . To dearest fren : i trust u alot n is this wat i deserve frm u ???! yah ryte, maeb i shud thanks a fren lyke u. u cn cry all u wan, bt dun u know how hurt fer me to know tht my own fren tht i trust so much could bckstab me bcoz of sum1 . dun u tink deeply before u make those decision ? u cn sae she ryte n nt us. if she ryte, im sure all of us could give her another chance. all u cn sae is, she innocent. ryte ? y shud u give sympathy to sum1 hu u dun even know their true colours ? we dun cre if u wan to forgive her bt atleast nt to bckstab ur own fren. i didnt expect those words could utter frm ur own mouth . i didnt expect sum1 i trust, could bckstab me juz lyke tht. y didnt u juz tell me the truth wen all u could tht dae. y shud u talk things tht is behide me ? u tink i will nt know abt tis ryte ? u tink those words tht utter frm ur own mouth wont cme to me ? tink deeply, before u make ur ryte decision. haishh. Anw,i juz feel lyke posting todae coz i miss this grp of clan tht i used to b hanging out wif .. miss them alot. haishh. hpefully i cn mit them sumwhr out there :D
* sorie if theres a few names were nt listed here . kinda forget sum of the names :] hahas .. Labels: missing them 21 August 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009   Heylow dearest readers :) sorie fer nt posting fer a week. i've been busy wif lots of things coming up this few daes. maeb aft my exam then i will start to post as usual :D 19 August 2009 ; Last two daes was damn awesome ! hajar, husna n also me was so bad luck that we were being selected to this course called battlefield trail at fort canning. this was also being inform last min. then on the particular dae, husna last min told ma'am n us tht she cnt join all of us fer the battlefield. den sum of the part a last min didnt turn up. so i haf to called 3 part b to replace them. our sch was quite late fer the trail. then all the part b mcm busted gituk, saboh aku jdy leader n so called british commander . tk ker bdh ?? hahas =D suprisingly, east view gurls managed to complete the task n got top 6 between all the sch there. anw, i wanna wish HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE to both guy yg biol ! hahas. sorie last min tk dpt join krg fer the celebration. F.y.i, bdae bash krg di postponedkn ehk ! jgn nk cabut ! mai msh nk REVENGE ! hahas =D   20 August 2009 ; Yesterdae was our class & ncc photo taking fer sch yearbook. i feel damn regret taking pictures. hahas =D Then aft took all those pictures, all the ncc gurls play dog n bone at takraw court. the number i got was quite bad luck. hahas :) then, they called all the jan-dec babies to come out. padan muke shafiqah tk dpy amek botol dri akuu ! huahahahahah !!! joking yer, tkmu mrh :] aft tht game, we did some drills at the parade square. darah up dgn bdk part b ! bt nvm, i understand tht krg tk slh. maeb all of us juz dh too slack since ncc dh lame tk resume. i juz hpe tht part b could buck up wif our drills. nvr give up gurls ! i'm sure all of u cn do it n succeed wif all ur drills one dae. wtv obstacles tht u gurls face at ncc, juz endure wif it. if others sch cn show a great discipline towards ncc, im sure we cn also b lyke them or even better. hpefully, part b will show a big improvement towards ncc =D    21 August 2009 ; Todae wasnt tht great fer me. Lots of conflicts happen. Didnt want to elaborate about those things. aft sch, we got ncc training. training was much mre better than yesterdae. part b improve alot todae. hpefully the improvement will not turn out to b juz todae. proud of them ! atlast, improvement were shown by part b ncc gurls. GOOD JOB to those ncc gurls hu are there juz nw =D  life seem nt to b alryte tis few daes. schedule was damn pack n problem keep on stacking up. i juz couldnt settle them nw. hpefully things will b okeh soon. haisshhh ... To those hu get affected by my mood tis few daes, im realli2 sorie abt tht. &&& TO ALL MUSLIMS PEOPLE SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA ! :) To someone yg attitude nk step big fuck ! ; Aku tau kau tgh ader prob bt sorie lau aku kata kite nt tht hapi towards ur attitude tis few daes. kau maken nk step big fuck even wen u know tht we hate u once. we try to gave u the fucking chance bt it seem tht those chance wasnt tht useful fer u. all of us dh bnyk bersbr bt it seems tht u dun nid those chances tht we try to give u. aku tk nk gaduh dgn kau bt aku juz get irritated wif ur attitude tis few daes. cme on, im sure u cn change fer the BETTER n nt the worse. aku tk expect tht kau akn change bck to ur old attitude. think twice before u make ur ryte decision ! To someone yg kecut ! ; It seems tht kau tk uker aku. kau bleh kata kau tk uker aku uh. aku tk heran pn bt the thing tht aku tk uker kau kutuk drg ! kau nk bbl dgn aku, dtg dpn2. lau kau tk hapi dgn drg atau aku, cme n settle it wif me. y dun u juz cme n tell me the fact ? y shud u confront ur fren abt those things wen they didnt know anyting abt it. kau peh hal dgn drg, tu kau peh cerita. aku tkdr pape dgn hal kau. lau kau tk hapie, cme n mit me. we cn talk things out. aku tk nk kenakn kau lgy rbk by blng drg wat u sae. jgn smp aku gy blng. lau aku dh ckp those things, kau dlm danger. lau kau ader pape tk hapie, y dun u juz cme n tell me. aku prefer kau bbl straight frwd dgn aku n nt to gy kt ur fren n shre. To gurl yg mcm bitch ! ; kau kata kau tk berslh ? wow ! u expect me to forgive u ? mimpi jerh la ! kau adr pn, tkdr benefit. u cn act lyke bitch wif sum1 else bt nt me. i dun forgive bitches unless i tink tht they deserve those forgiveness. y shud u cme bck to us wen u know tht this kind of situation will happen ? kau tk rase malu ker ? kau dh kutuk aku u dare to sae u r nt involve ? aku bleh maaf kn kau, bt aku tk akn terima kau alek fer the tyme. tunggu lurh smp aku rase kau deserve to b given the last chance. aku dh bnyk bersbr. if u wan show ur fucking bitch attitude, go n show it to somone else. i haf no tyme to entertain peeps lyke u ! *To all readers out there, dun try to judge hu those fuckers are n trying to interfere wif this things. & dun ask me hu they are. thanks :) Labels: misery 14 August 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009  Hey :xsorie fer nt posting fer the whole week :D busy wif lots n lots of things .. hehs :) 13/08/2009 : Yesterdae was damndamn awesome especially aft sch . wen to chill2 in sch den watch soccer ! hahas .. all the biols frm sec 2 got frendly match . Jaguar vs cougar ! Panther vs leopard ! CONGRATS TO JAGUAR & LEOPARD FER WINNING THE GAME :D thanks to me fer supporting them . kn aku bawa luck kt krg ! lau tdk cnfrm tk menang . hahas ! jk :]   14/08/2009 ; Todae was a blast ! sch lesson as per normal den last period got hist test .. stupid of me to do tht stupid careless mistake ! bdh peh mai .. ans dh terang2 beyh careless . hahas :D aft sch wen hme straight coz nid to change fer ncc . den report at sch by 1.45 . firstly, we all did sum PT under the hawt sun .. den we did circuit training . starting of the circuit thing was quite fun bt end up it turn to b lyke shit . aft tht, all of us play war game . it was damn fun ! hahas :D padan muke shafiqah kena waterbom dri aku . tk leyh lari lurh ehk gurl ! grp kau tk organised langsung ! hahas ! thanks rina fer the help . my grp won the war game . ~ weee ! ~ hahas :] den ma'am lina n ma'am fadilah come to join us at the field . hahas ! ma'am fadilah kena bash wif us rbk gyler . ciian dier :) den i bash ma'am lina too :] both ma'am peh lurh jahat ! tarik aku beyh ltk bawa paip kasi basah gyler .. mentang2 dier kena . ish ! tht part was lyke super duper fun ! hahas .. aft tht all the ncc gurls n ma'am change ! :D at abt 3.45, ma'am cut her bufdae cake n we took sum pictures .. aft tht, all the ncc gurls hang out at semi until 7+ . kecoh uhs drg . thts all fer todae :D HAPPY BUFDAE DEAREST MA'AM FADILAH ! :D To all sis & bro ; im so sorie if i dun reply ur msg aites :D i will b busy fer the mean tyme n gonna reply all ur msg asap :] & To both upcoming bufdae boy .. 5 more days aites before ur special bash :] get ready ! :D Labels: 5 more daes :D 08/08/09
Friday, August 7, 2009  Hey all :D Sorie fer not posting tht recently .. i've been busy will lots of things tht nid to b settle .. i will b posting as usual wen everything is bck as per normal aites :) 07/08/09 ; Yesterdae was awesome n fun.. school celebrated national dae and ug recognition dae . early in the morn me and all the others ncc gurls n ug were to fall in at abt 7 am .. at abt 7.30 parade strt .. hate yesterdae parade alot especially wen the prize giving part .. i juz dun wan to take tht award bt being force to do so . haiyaa .. aft the parade, all of us change to our red t-shirt. Den all the lower sec go hall to watch performance tht were put up by our sch students n etc .. den we got our cheer competition, suprisingly 203 won ! ~~ weeeee ! ~ aft sch as per normal hang out wif all biols peeps ! huahaha .. den at abt 2.15 mit yani n alep n hang out until 3+ wif them .. alep kena sound dgn satu org nie ! hahas ! kena mrh perh boi ? tu lurhh, sape suruh tutup paip org tgh cuci lantai . kn tk baekk tu . hahas ! ish3 ! yani dgn alep jahat seyh ! kesian org tuu . nk uat kerja pn kena kacau ! hahas ! 08/08/09 ; Todae was damn blast ! go out to faiz bbq wif ayuu n ian n gangs .. ian buli org tk agak2 . especially ayuu, kesian kena buli . hahs ! atlast, i got the song tht they owe me .. hahas ! bt tht song was juz sang half way bcoz of randy uhhs ! keep on disturb them wif the word im yours ! hahas .. den theres sumting bad happen to me at there . only those who bside me at the point of tyme shud know . haishh ~~ at abt 10 we make our move hme sweet hme !.. 09/08/09 ; HAPPY NATIONAL DAE ! ENJOY UR HOLIDAE AITES :] IT MAY TAKE ONLY A MINUTE TO LYKE SOMEONE, AN HOUR TO HAVE CRUSH ON SOMEONE, A DAE TO LOVE SOMEONE BUT IT'LL TAKE A LYFETYME TO FORGET SOMEONE :) [u] [m] [a] [i] [r] [a] [h] ; [m] [a] [i] |
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