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30 july 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009    Heyy all :x sorie fer not posting tht recent tis few weeks .. kinda nt in the gud situation or even mood .. ~~ Ermm, Yesterdae ?? quite great coz our last tyme having lesson in the class .. hahas . aft sch got ncc recognition dae parade .. den suddenly receive bad news frm sum1 . i juz dun wan && i dun nid tht award && i dun deserve it alryte ?? cn u gurls juz understand me for once ?? things juz cnt change . i juz hpe i cn change ma'am mind n gve it to sum1 tht nid it much more den me .. come on lurh ! i juz criously dun wan tht thing .. haishh ! cn sum1 juz replace me ?? i know people out there wont b freaking hapie if its me tht receive it . i dun wan to argue/fight wif them juz fer the thing .. i criously trying my bez to change ma'am mind nw bt juz dunnoe wat further to do .. hpefully sum1 willing to help me out .. haishh :( ~~ Ermm, Todae ?? sch was lyke damndamn great n awesome :) class was juz muchmuch more better coz lesson were resume in the itr2 coz of h1n1 .. hahas .. maeb my class goin to b quarantine fer the whole freaking week ! recess also must b in class . go toilet also must one student at a tyme . wth ?! i n the others shud juz endure wif tis condition fer the week ? no way ! sch end earlier than the normal tyme . we end at abt 1.15 . den must straight go hme ! mepek peh sch ! smue kena control ! lyke in prison uh lyfe ! hahas .. anw todae mr fauzan last dae wif us ! sad seyh ! gonna miss hym soo much .. hahas .. we took alot of pictures wif hym juz nw . he was lyke freaking sporting . i juz hpe he cn continue teaching us .. hahas ! thanks mr fauzan fer teaching us ! && thanks fer the pictures we took :) 203 gonna miss u mr fauzan !! ~~Ermm, life ?? wasnt goin on tht ryte .. haishh .. not goin to post it here .. gonna end here aites .. kinda nt in the gud mood .. && to sabrina ccss ; hapie bufdae dear ! may all ur wish cum true babe ! semoga pnjng umur dan murah rezeki ! do tkcre dear ! && to sazliyana ; hapie bufdae my dear ! may ur wish cum true & last long wif melvin aites ! semoga pnjng umur dan murah rezeki ~! do tkcre dear ! &&& to mr fauzan : i wanna sae thanks to u fer being wif our class even fer less than a mth . we all gonna miss u ! thanks fer the pictures aites :) hpe u will come bck & alwaes remember us ! &&& to guy-yg-biol : mai alryte tau :) u dun haf to worried . im juz nt in the gud situation nw . pls dun ask me any further abt it .. i juz dunnoe how to explain it . bt surely sooner or ltr things will b bck as normal .. i will tell u if got anyting .. u dun haf to worried . sorie :( &&& to all sis and bro : im so sorie fer the last min msg .. im juz nt goin to txt u fer todae n tmrw .. anyting i will mit all of u on sat . pls dun ask me any further .. i wont tell why im lyke tis . u guys dun haf to worry abt it . i will b alryte soon .. sorie :( loves, mai<3 [u]m[a]i[r]a[h] ; [m]a[i] !! <3 Labels: ending 21 july 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009    heyy :x Sorie fer not posting fer quite sumtymes . i've been busy wif sum probs n works out there . hahas . last week ?? the most busy & enjoying tyme fer me . the whole week meet all the mr kecohrable & hang out wif them .. hahas . miss them alot coz 4 daes didnt get to mit them coz of sum misunderstanding stories .. hahas . they r quite frendly & fun . maeb gonna mit them tis sat . ermm, still nt tht sure wif it . Todae ?? was lyke damndamn awesome !! celebrate racial harmony dae . hahas . sch ask to wear traditional costume . actually should go sch den go hme at abt 8+ coz nid to go sumwhr tht i cnt reveal here . ermm, mum told me the sentence was postponed . things keep on being frwd & frwd . i juz hpe i cn know all the sentence soon . haishh .. juz now i didnt follow family to go .... place & so i go sch mit all my frens & gurlfee .. hahas . i keep on stop there & here juz to take pictures wif peeps . crazy ryte ?? hahas . bt i had lots of fun taking pictures wif all my frens juz now . class ?? ermm, changing ?? maeb .. i juz dunnoe . juz now mr ee(principal), mr qwan(dm) and mr veera(dm) come to my class n scold us . sae tht our class is the most noisy class . haishh . im juz useless as a classleader . sorie if i didnt take my job tht well . i know tht ms nurul hope is having a gud & sporting form class bt all turn out to b bad .. i juz hpe tht class cn b much mre better soon . life ?? nth change . still goin on wif the same thing & situation happening around me . haissh . i juz hpe life cn b juz happy without probs .. bro prob ?? juz goin to b brought frwd .. frens ?? getting worst & maeb complicated .. haish . problem & problem stacking up in my life .. smile show the symbol of happy bt not the heart .. ermm, thats all fer todae . i will try to post tht recent alryte :] &&& to ayuu,hafiz & bong happy belated bufdae aites . hahas .. hpe tht the suprise celebration was awesome fer both of you .. semoga pnjng umur dan murah rezeki . tkcre <3 &&& to aidi, filzah & iqah rawr hapi bdae aites ! hpe tht ur bdae is the most memorable dae fer u .. semoga pnjng umur & murah rezeki kwn2 kuus ! tkcre <3 && to guy yg biol ; i wanna thanks to u fer the advice & support fer all tis while . u dun haf to tink abt my prob & worry .. u haf help me alot abt my prob tau ! n thanks tau fer pnjm kn hp fer the tyme . THANK YOU ! && to guy yg degil ; i wanna sae sorie if i juz cnt take the fact .. we r juz frens & nt mre . maeb bestie jerh kaey ? i hpe u understand alryte :] SORIE ! gonna end here fer todae . tkcre <3 loves, [m][a][i] [m][a][i] ; [u][m][a][i][r][a][h] <3 Labels: happy ending 12 july 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009  heyy :X ~~Yesterdae was awesome ! went out with ayuu gurlfee ! hahas . she make my dae .. as u cn see all our camwhore pictures above .. hahas . my dae was juz lyke normal yesterdae . i dun even tink of all the prob tht strikes me tis few daes . ermm, first we go to tamp one den walkwalk lyke crazy gurls den go to tamp mall . hahas . we laugh all the way lyke sum1 insane . anw, sorie nawa cnt go out wif u to ice skating as wat u plan .. ermm, tgh broke uhs . tis mth go out too much uhs . hehe :] anw ayuu was lyke damn crazy tht she add pepper & salt & chilli n asked me to eat it wif fries .. hahas . crazy ryte ?? & nw she sae i was the one tht digusting n add it . ish ! pathetic ryte ?? ermm, den wen we are otw to inter, me & ayuu walk pass one irritating gurl . when she walk pass me, she pushed me lyke hell . my blood was lyke wow ! so i turn & sae fuck u & i walk away . no manners sia the gurl, pushed peeps den dunno how to sae sorie or wat . pnye lurh irritating lau smue pmpn dlm dunie nie ginie terbalik sak dunie . hahs . den send ayuu to bus stop & i take mrt n mit all my bro & sis . plan2 abt bong bdae & lpklpk until 9++ lyke tht den he send me to bus stop & i went bck to home sweet home :] ~~ Todae ?? Ermm, todae quite okeh .. did nth much todae . juz go out & shopshop . weehee .. den go to sum1 graveyard at dunno whr & den go eat wif mum & kak lina . hahas . kinda bored actuali bt juz follow them since i haf no plan fer todae .. ermm, todae all the way frm morn until nw still txt wif hym . wow ! tht guy criously stubborn . cnt take it wif his attitude . kayy wtv .. now currently doin last min hmwk . anw todae mr pb on9 .. haishh .. he dun even sae hie to me . no comment abt his attitude now . let hym b lyke how he wan aites :] ~~Lifee is still goin on wif the same condition everydae . maeb nt wif happiness tht surrounds me this daes . all i know is thinking abt it over and over again .. haishh . i juz hpe i cn run far frm all the reality tht i have to face .. problem seems to b adding in my lifee , recently .. Everydae diff probs keep strikes me ; only god know how life is nw . haishh . sumtimes i feel tht i juz wan to gve up in everyting tht i do in lifee . i juz dunno how to overcome everyting nw . i juz hpe tht i cn b happy like how i used to b . i juz dnt lyke acting to b hapie like i do . life have to still go on even tis happened to me .. i juz cnt believe it . everyting is juz lyke a mask wen i smile .. hpefully things will b alryte soon .. thts all i wish for in my life nw :] ~~Gonna end here fer todae coz i wan to rest ; kinda tired :] &&& Hapi Belated Bdae To Zahirah ! mayy u get the guy u realli wan in ur life alryte :] semoga pnjng umur dan murah rezeki dear .. sorie late wish, lupe nk wish tht dae :] &&& To guy tht in prob : im soo sorie if bcoz of me tiz happen .. hpe ur prob will settle soon alryte .. u dun haf to worry abt me ; im alryte :] if got any probs juz txt me, i will still b there to hear all ur probs alryte .. tkcre . [U][m][A][i][R][a][H] ; [M][a][I] !! <3 Labels: sadness tht will nvr end :( 5 july 2009
Sunday, July 5, 2009  heyy ! :x Last two daes i met mr pb . he act tht he dunnoe me . sad tht i know such person hu acts tht im not there wen his fren keep on calling my name . haishh . he dnt even turn to sae hie . he acted tht the person name '' umairah '' have nvr ever appeared in his life . i tink u are ryte to sae tht nth cn change the situation nw . bt i tink theres way to change th situation bt only u tht choose nt to change . haishh. Ystrdae wasnt goin on great . ermm, thot of meeting bong & gang at boadrick bt plan was cancel last min due to sum misunderstanding . ermm, at night met cuzin at changi & talktalk .. haishh, their topic every tyme cnfrm will b the same tht is my bro . stress uh wen everytyme all they talk is abt tht . haishh . i hpe tht i cn juz run frm reality .. ystrdae i argue wif my first sis . she is damn irritating . hate her alot .Todae everyting was quite okeh .. actuali todae shud go fer milk run fer ncc bt my vice principal sae every activities cancel due to h1n1 . mepek sak tu vice principal . ermm. early morn received msg frm fucker gurl . dunnoe wat her motive actuali .. bt nvm ignore her . den on9 & chat wif bong n sum guys . hahas . they are quite fun actuali eventhough kinda irritating fer me . hahas . den aft tht wen to changi beach wif ayu(maid) & niece . they suddenly sae wan to walkwalk n release stress . hahas . im the one tht stress n they are the one tht wan to go beach. mepek uhhs drg tuu .. hahas . den thot of meeting mr biol bt plan was cancel . todae dad text n ask me n my sis to mit hym & take sumting bt im kinda lazy so i ask my sis to go . hahas . ciian dier .. hahas . go hme den talktalk abt tmrw plan . tmrw im goin to mit all the mr feelings & chill out wif them . hahas .. nw currently chatting wif mr biol, yani & hym .. ermm, '' he'' suddenly ask me a sudden ques . ' tk terfkr ke nk adr mataer ? ' he is weird actuali . aft a long tyme lost cntct suddenly he ask me tht ques . haisshh .. i dun understand why he ask me tht freaking ques . hah ! ignore abt it . i juz cnt wait to mit all mr feelings tmrw . anw im sad to hear tht hawtstuff broke up wif tht guy . haish . surely she will b sad . bt im sure u cn get sum1 better dear . u dun hve to b sad alryte :] i will b there fer u dearest :] anw wanna sae thx to mr biol fer his advice & concern all tis while .. gonna end here fer todae coz nid to hve plenty of rest b4 my headache get worse . hehe . :] &&& to zul .. hapie 16th birthdae aites . may ur bdae b the bez in ur life & semoga pnjng umur dan murah rezeki . last long wif qinah :] loves, [m][a][i] <3 Labels: dead end |
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