Sorie cnt b posting fer a few months .. blog goin to b dead fer tis mth n maeb nxt mth .. coz of sum reason n comp currently sumting wrong now . ermm , life getting difficult fer me .. i juz hpe tht my dearest n only brother will b fine there . i miss hym alot .. although i argue wif hym sumtimes bt i juz cnt deny tht i still luv hym as my only beloved brother . i juz dunno wat to do . sumtimes i feel tht no use of living wen i lost one of my family members . i miss his laugh n jokes tht alwaes make me smile . the only hpe tht i realli wish feris he will b bck wif us . haishh ~~thanks fer all the support brother! i will alwaes miss u ..