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Thursday, February 4, 2010 -{'6:22 AM
ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM xD.
peace be upon.
its AIRAAH here once again ;P. mai, loves to leave her blog unattendedly so im here to update for her. hehs.
im actually blank and gort nothing to say. ferstly, im desperately waiting for 10 feb, you know i know hahs ;X. CONGRATS to her for passing her POA ;). im proud of her, jyeaaaaah! thousand claps for her. hehs.
well, her birthday is gettig near. and she's nort in the mood to it. i could understand why she feels so. shes hoping to celebrate with her loves ones that currently threwing her with all the accusation. but no matter wart, i will do my very very best to a back up birthday celebration haha! xP. kawans kawans, narq join? meh txt airah kaeyys? hehe. mai, you sit one corner kaeyss?
lastly, i wanted to say that, this blog is belong to mai, so she gort the rights to say or do whatever with it and as a blog hopper, youre allow to read and see BUT if you think her blog affect you i guess, you should just stop seeing it and simply click the x on the above right corner. her blog her say... condem her, state your name big big kay? im going now, byees.
with loved.,
; AIRAAH
♥ 1st February 2010 ( Endinq Frendship )
Monday, February 1, 2010 -{'4:52 AM
HEYLOW HEYLOW WHORLD WIDE WHORLD !! ((:
Mai here ((: sorry fer nt postinq last few daes . been too busy with ncc n stuffs . thanksx t airahh fer th update ((: && yahh , freestyle competition is nxt two wks , & jyeahh , im damn stress abud it . hopee tht evs ncc gerls could mke it t semi-final ths tymm . && yahh , my class deco was suxs ! cnt describe . i criously gve up with my class . ths is th worst class i ever met in my entire lyfe n th ferst class tht i goin t gve up on . been absent th past few daes , hiqh fever n heard many fiqhtinq goinq on in class ]: even teacher n my classmates was lyk callinq back up ! wth ! && nw i nid t write report abud th fiqht ?! wen im nt even in sch . aiyoo . LOTX of prob been strikinq mie ths past wks . i juxs cnt tke it anymre . && yahh bdae cuminq bt lyfe seems t b suxs ! nt in th mood t clbrt bdae ths yr . all th plan tht i mke earlier , im goinq t cancel . so t huever tht makinq plans , juxs bck off . im nt interested in goinq or hvinq any fun on my bdae ths yr . - been stressinq & tearsinqx over those probs th past few daes . all i wish fer my bdae is those stff settle (x && yeahh , juxs dunnoe why my tearsx rolled dwn wen i slack with ncc gerls juxs nw . pathetic uhq mai ! aiyoo . haishhsx . ive been hidinq ths a few wks n shudnt reveal those feelinq of anger , sad n confused t anyone bt jusx nw suddenly ths stupid tearsx rolled dwn wen hajar talk abud those stff . erm , im still hvinq fever & bloq nt goin t b update as recent ayttes ? sorry readers ..
&& yeahh t dhemm , nvm lawr . i tink u guys juxs hve fun kaeysx ?
u guys shud knw my reason . i wont want t
explain muchh , coxs u guys wont understand those feelinqs .
& remember tht i wont forget u guys lawr .
wtv it is , memories tht i spend with all of u was th best n awesome tymm (x
Do you know what it feels like to be left behind ?
Losing everyone around you in such little time.
I try not to worry since they're left in the past but
it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts .
It's hard to hide behind this frown ,
When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown .
I've lost everyone that meant the world to me .
All I have left of them are these memories .
You have no idea how badly I want them back .
But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack .
The pain of losing them will never go away .
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday .
I feel like I no longer belong .
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong .
- poemx dedicated
fer ''dhem'' .
( sorry if im th caused & yahh
i knw tht those arguements n
misunderstandinq is all strted
by mie . so yahh , i tink i nid t
tke my steps bck n juxs
let u go eventhough its hrd. )
- t class ,
( im juxs gve up with u guys .
u guys were th ferst class tht i gve up on .
is ths th spirit tht a class shud hve ?
& all u guys knw is fightinq n mkinq prob .
wats wrnq with u guys ? nt maturee enough ?
frm nw on , im mkinq my dcision of steppinq dwn .
wtv tht u guys tink gud fer u , juxs do it kay ?
i dunt want t involve. )
- t herr ,
( u expect us t understand ur condition ?
yahh , hw abud th others gerls tht hve
medical condition too . u give us lotx
of stupid n unreasonable reason abud nt
cuminq dwn t traininq bt we gve u face n
nw u sayinq tht we dunt understand ur
situation ? i dunt want t scold n shout t u ,
bt it seems tht ure askinq for it . i juxs cnt
stand with ur attitude . go n tink lawr babe .
i dunt want t talk much with u . it will juxs
mke mie pissed off , so tink throughly.
- t my dearest brother ,
i miss u t th maxx ! i hate ths year bdae .
i feel crious bored clbrtinq my 15 bdae without u .
nt only u bt my dearest frenx too . i miss those jokes
n laughter . i miss those bdae gifts n th bdae wish tht
u gve mie . i juxs want my bdae t b clbrated with u .
mum said i goinq t visit u on my bdae , & yahh
i surely cry . hehx . hopee ure fine there . miss u
ONE & ONLY BROTHER LUVED ! (x
'' Woke up with tearsx in my eyes , i keep wonderinq why ?
And i realize ...
That's because i'm missinq a nice and true friend lyke dhem ]: ''
- gonna end my post here (:
&& t her thanks fer callinq mie slut n maki mie all tht .
hate mie all u want kaeysx ? i dunt cre anymre (x
&& yeahh , wanna tell u guys ths .
please dunt mke or plan anytinq fer my bdae .
i wont hve th mood t clbrt n hve funn .
9 mre daes :-(
Labels: lettinq go eventhough its hard
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Saturday, January 30, 2010 -{'4:18 AM
peace be upon readers.
its AIRAAH posting for mai. mai was unable to update her blog. she have been going through a hard life right now. she have been stressing out with things that i think she dont dserve it. & now SHES SICK, jyeah sick. better wish her a get well xD. ive been seeing and realising that the cheerfull in her is fading. her smile is somehow fake, i noe deep down inside, shes hurting. so please, dont add up the burden. shes my very very bestfriend and i cant bear to see her down, sick and all. be reasonable and have the mercy please.
like wart ive said, mai carnt post right now, shes sick & lost her voice actually. so jyeah, as soon as she recover, she will be back and post as per normal days. it might takes some days or weeks cos its nort only she needs to recover physically but recover her heart thats currently hurt. so bear with it ayttes. i know you guys have been looking forward to her post, so do i. just pray the best for her ayttes. ;D.
It's what you do unthinking,
That makes the quick tear start;
The tear may be forgotten —
But the hurt stays in the heart.
and a BEST FRIENDS also shouldnt be adding up BURDENS.
i should end it here so jyeah, bye peoples and readers of hers.
take caire alorts.
; AIRAAAH
♥ 25 january 2010 ( Tinggal Kenangan )
Monday, January 25, 2010 -{'2:27 AM
HEYLOW HEYLOW WHOLE WIDE WHORLD !! ((;
im bckk t post . hehex . thanks t dearest airahh fer th past post . been too busy with upcominq competition, ncc stuffs & lastly sch . - facinq with sum probs too . been moody in sch n stressinq abud it . juxs cnt focus in class . keep thinkinq n worried . i feel tht im th caused . nw i juxs dunnoe wat t do . dunt want themm t hate mie . && jyeahh , wanna thanks t airahh fer th stupid post tht she post last wk . u want t bash mie on my bdae ? lets see who will work with their plans . hahas . && jyeahh gerl , b prepared t b bash on ur bdae . lets countdwn . get t knw sumtinq n criously dunnoe wat t do nw . cnt believe it .- been tearsinqx n stressinq ths alone since todae morn . haishhsx . im juxs cme bck frm sch . class nominated mie as vice-chairman . urgghh . goin t b busy with sch ths few wks . aiyoo .
'' Akal membilanq namun hati menegah . ''
thurs ; shootinq at hq ((:
20th feb ; freestyle competition ((:
nxt mon ; class decoration judgement ((:
5th feb ; freestyle meetinq ((:
7th feb ; GYLERR BDAE ((:
14th feb ; valentine dae <3
&& jyeahh , wanna sae congrats t ths new couplexs ;
apai && amni ((:
aidi && idahh ((:
- last lonqq kayy kornq ! stay happie & sweet couplexs alwaes (x may both of u last forever xD
enjoy th video below ayttes ; ( tinggal kenangan )
Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh bintangku
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh kekasih
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh kekasih
pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh bintangku
jauh kau pergi meninggalkn diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh kekasih
heartzx dhem (x
gonna end here fer todae ((:
See u in th nxt post .
; MAII ((x
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